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Saturday, January 31, 2009 7:59 PM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine !        kkk !! am back .... kk kalam kabot . later i update again . k yesterdae i , mk , akak & abah g marine parade . kite beli baju & mum buy alot of snack LOL , we go giant , i saw fbt short . (= i wanted to buy but ade satu mat nie !! diri pat situ . den dun dare uhh naq amek hahaha . other dae la binggit sak taq dpt beli . den binggit mum suroh carik kn snack untuk abq . k fyne i take dat this here . haha den at last naq bayar all the SNACK cox $37.90 . hahaha i buy 1chocolate cox $8.30 . LOL sedap . hahaha , den saw famous cookies . we buy 4 famous cookies . 100grm . huhuhu . 1 of then taq sedap . such a waste . haish k den i update later now i going out again heeeee . (= naq tgk wayang dgn audi & afeeqah . (= k gtg tata
Friday, January 30, 2009 10:07 PM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine ! Jyeah okeyh am back !! . Am juz Feel dats not ryte . what should i sae ? ermmm . i feel dats sum1 wanna leave me ? , i dun noe hu dat person ? fathullah ? or hu ? sum1 ignore me ? awww hu dat person ? haishhh . i jus want to feel dat u r so close to me , but nt bf/gf . ! goshh , who dat person . i tired finding hym inside my heart out my heart i still looking every where . finding hu dat person ? iszit fathullah ? huh ? huh ? iszit hym ? i still thinking of hym ? everywhere i go . every second , minit , hours , day , week , month & years . haish !! we plan kite jadi 'teman tapi mesra' . butbut we still fwenz , ? i treat hym lyke wat ? solve myself this porblem . k la tc aite .
6:33 PM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine !       Hahaha taken picture on 30/01/2009 . hahaha !! hmm nothing to do . taken picture for fun . boredboredbored . haish !!!! , BINGGIT . hahaha taq puas jangan pandang uh . chebai btl . LOL , hmmm toodles uh . tc
4:51 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine ! Hi . Today Juz Simple k ! (= .. But Happy hahaha . Firstly me really really sad la . Becox i get to noe dat today i hav a detention . & really no mood at all -_- . Am my recess wit upper sec today LOL . monday , wednesday , friday wit upper sec . WTF . haish !!!! .... but soon i get to noe dat my fwenz also recess wit upper sec . ahahah LOL . so lame sak . ! today recess fucking freaking sia . many ppl . ! den i saw fazliana & fatin buying a food . cpt2 ask den buy 4 me !! toooo wee . haha so bad sia i . LOL . seriouss very kecoh sak recess . ! am really thirsty naq cutqueue . but peer leader & counsellor hav lehh . WTF . i saw fathullah !! hahaha hapi2 mcm owang gile . enta naper . when i saw hym . i taq habis2 tersenyum2 . den ask hym to buy for me 'bandung' . cox dier ponn naq blg air pe . haha anywae fathul , sori kalau susah2 knn u . (= chiil aite . haha . den V.E lesson ddk pat hall . serious sak taq npk shiol . ddk dekat piano abeyh owang pulang balik kene move sane uhh move sini . BINGGIT ! taw taq ? arrrrrwwwww . fucking hell . den dhbis sklh ! wee . go out to school . eateateat (= . den comeback school . haish ! i want to go cca lehh . naq tgk monkey kesygan akuh . abeyh abeyh detetion haish ! stress . den they left uhh . amek bus sh0o . leave me so sadly . but high jumper training at skool . weee hahaha . den 3.00 go up to level 2 . npk yati diri pat luar class den same2 tunggu2 , but dc room is lock & close . dh pkl 3.35 . dc room still havent open plan balik uhh .cb btl . nabei uhh , den ddk2 pat sklh , half way yati balik den me ddk pat parade . hmm tgk high jumper trainnig , serious i miss sak train high jump again . i want to try but i wear uniform . hahaha . den tgk2 drg trainning sambil tuu dengar lagu . WTF . den sambil tuu buli2 MIKE . haha (= . den npk wati teros g contem room . jumper dyana . & i saw mira . my lesbian partner . i miss her so much seyh . she hug me so tight hahaha . too bad ingat naq ddk2 ga dier tapi wati buat hal la . cb sak . haish . den balik npk asyraf . tumbok dier hahaha . fuck uhh . blocked my way to walk . naq sgt kn . hmph . rase kw . den npk fathullah . heart beat faster . hmph SOMBONG . k la until here .... weee much love yaw !!! peace . mepek cam pekpek . hahaha
Thursday, January 29, 2009 5:41 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine SWAY !! . Todae come late to school . but tk kene dentention butbut . after singing majulah singapura . mr ismail call me . sae dat smlm euu go 4 detention . ? i sae nope . g cca . den mr ismail scold luhh . babi ! dh mrh abeyh ketawer den teacher sae 2 detention . fuck la . den he saw my ear . byk tindik . kene bukak . 0uch ouch hahaha . (= . recess kene jumpe gan mr ismail . mepek mcm pekpek . sial btl . geram sak todae . den blajar . ... . . P.E mr mohamed kecewe dengan akuh . psl sec1 i run faster . cox everytyme i the 2gurl runner up . i win . but sec 2 haish !! . i become the last haish !! i lazy la . i really tired of this school . every week i cant rest . slalu balek lmbt . !! WTF seyh . chibei uhh . leave me in peace cann ? i really tired . i really cant take anymore . i try but my heart is suffer alots k . i got many problem . i nid to settle 1 by 1 . haish ! please !!!!!!!!!!! ........... i sufferr alots in my heart yet i smile haish
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 6:37 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine ! Although our love is over, it remains An unfrequented garden in my heart, Its beauty quite inseparable from pain, A wilderness where once was willful art. I hope a little piece of you is still Reserved for me, a place you may not go, But where my room, untenanted, can fill A moment with my music, sweet and slow. There are no wishes like a former lover's That from the dark, repentant night must shine. And so though we have both moved on to others,
4:13 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine !  I really confused . What i can sae is . When i single , i feel to attch . When i Attch i feel to single . LOL . TO FATHULLAH : AM SORRI 4 HURTING EUUU 2nd TYME , GRR ........ I DUN NOE WAT TO SAE HERE . SCARE PPL READ . OKAY2 . HMM . PAPE MSG & MSN . HOPE WE CAN BE FWENZ .................... . Grr i juz cant forgive myself this tyme for hurting hym again . haiyoo ... i feel really weak . haiyoooo .............. . so todae come late school . have detention but did nt go . den hav cca ATHELETIC ! . after school go eat , when to my fav stall . we eat ' nasi ayam ' . drink coca cola . den really late olready cpt2 balek kt sklh . den saw fatin . den walk2 go toilet change clothes . den sit at foyer . wait2 ... den receive rahim message . ask me cann i help hym . wit the word 'AKUH' ? WTF . slalunye ckp 'i' , 'u' nvm . ask me carik ridzuan . Sumpah akuh taq tawu sak sape ridzuan . adq angkat kw ? haish . sori cant be help hahahah . den start training . OMY . dead la . run whole school 6round for lower sec gurl . upper sec gurl 8round . den lower sec boy 9round . den upper sec boy 10round . den go block 37 . run at staircase 1floor to 16floor 2X . haish dead lehh !! den tired !!!!!!!!!!! cant take animore my face damn red . haishhhh . den finish cca . woohooooo hapi hapi hapi . den send noelle & vania at bus - stop . kkk . den meet fathul . blah blah blah blah . den sit down . at macpherson cc . half way patah balek g pipit road . wanda ask for friendship band . den come back had a gd chat . den saw shameer & rahim . . , RAHIM DH SOMBONG !!! hmph . hahaha he still kiut . he msg me rahim : mrh nmpk? nisa : hmph sombong . rahim : ape smbg? org tegoh jgk pe... nisa : okay . haha rahim : hows evrythn? hws skul? Any different? nisa : Grr . okay2 la . wee rahim : R u crazy? haha... juz jokin... U still can reconize me ar? nisa : cis taq baek seyh . mesti uh i still noe the way u r . haha rahim : any diff in me tk? Makin cute tk? nisa :haha cute la . mesti dh attch rahim : Blm ar... cuma dh kahwin.. haha.. jokin! blm ar... nk carik pmpn susah ar.. 2nggu ko lmbt sgt! nisa : haha akuh ? Dok dlm dunia nie byk pmpn lebih lawa dari akuh . nape lak akuh ? rahim : aku nye suke ar aku nk pmpn mane.. Tkpe.. aku taw ko da ade laki... aku gurau je... nisa : uh k soo todae . i receive 1 song from afeeeqah . she love making song & giv it to me . here the song . Now just you realise .. just how much i love you i need you .. Now just you realise just how much i want you to love mee .. oh gyeah . if you knew that i love you why would you leave me stranded here all alone . if you knew that i need you why would you walk away making me cry .. ohh .. chorus ; its breaking my heart to know we're broken its breaking my mind to think about you and me.. why oh why can't you see boy , its you that i love .. strumming th guitar making my own song to comfort me when things are wrong now i try to forget but you came closer now i try to hate you but my love to you was .. stronger . chorus ; its breaking my heart to know we're broken its breaking my mind to think about you and me.. why oh why can't you see boy , its you that i love .. why did things go this way i've got no more to say was this the end of a love story and all you've got to say is sorry chorus ; its breaking my heart to know we're broken its breaking my mind to think about you and me.. why oh why can't you see boy , its you that i love .. why oh why can't you see boy , its you that i love .. i can't take it any longer thought things were getting better but i just realise i was wrong that's why i made up this song ...
Monday, January 26, 2009 2:47 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine        Hapi Chinese New Year Wee .... I had fun todae !!! Wee . go east coast park wit noelle & puva . damn crowded haha . well we go there cycle & puva she wan skating . i choose yellow bicycle . if can , i want to wear all yellow to go school . hahahahaha . soo cycle2 . & tired . den saw 1 guys . nehmind i dun wan to tell here !! (= . den walk to parkway parade haish haish tired tired damn so tired . hahahaha . (=. den eat at kopi shop nasi ayam . den puva & noelle qaurel . dun noe la wat happend suddenly shhhhh . den suddenly they talk . hahaha . den go mall started our crazy shout lyke hell hahahaha . cox many sho close wat . hahaha den go up & down esclater . haha den mxq bby . 1 dae wan to go oarkway parade . haha den go teenzone play game omg little bit wan to win hp nokia sia . to bad the game so cheat !!!!! i hate euuuuuu hahaha . wee . den go giant (= . shopping . see fbt short . nice2 . den saw rezuwan , nisa & many2 larh sec 4 guys WTF . hahaha . den go mcdonald POKAI . haha use ezlink card to buy coca cola . den take bus go to balam back . den walk2 had fun chat the wind so cold walk2 weee . so touhcing hehe then go home saw ihsan HAWTSTUFF akuh ey , aysraf & the gang shout my name nisa nisa nisa . alah ignore then 7.30 going to meet fathul weee . okay until here tata .
Sunday, January 25, 2009 1:53 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine ! Read as muchh as euu wan !! ......... !!!! okayy . ? Damn asshole i hate it ..... SICK SIA running nose . hot fever . !! Holidae ppl enjoy . & i ? holidae enjoy sleeping . WTF . i wan to go out lehh . but , i got fever ? fuck uh fuck ? .. nvm . chiilll okayy ? i sick & really no mood dat all . juz noe hw to sleep . Zzzzz ... todae juz sit at home onli . haish . pray 4 me so dat i could recover . !! & nw i waiting 4 my pizza weee . meet lover . !! yummy ... tml i upload de pic okayy ? until here . very hungryy !!!!! . hehe
Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:43 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine    Sori guys . haha update 2tyme .todae . !! k todae i went out wit my sister . bby go chalet todae tml come back ...... awww !! RAWR !! so todae simple kaes . go tampines mall having piece !! wooohoooooo ......... complete piece sak . so nw i had 3left . 4 right . = 7piece . (= . weeee i love it !!!! . den i buy kaki rantai star !! . nice ! my sister brought 4 mee ... kk until here . !! enjoy ur hols !!!!!!! .
Friday, January 23, 2009 6:25 PM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine !      HAPI B'DAE .... TOO MY DARLING ... BBY 17 THIS YEAR . & I STILL 13+ . MY B'DAE 14/06/1995 & HIS 23/01/1992 (= . jyeah . congrat to my bby , hope ur wish will come truee . muack love u much2 . p/s . sori bby because taq celebrate b'dae dgn euu . i got stupid cca . haiya chinese new year celebrate ponn ader cca . mepek sak . not fair not fair . hmph !! .. bby sori syq . ingat naq campak tepung kt muke u , tapi i penat la sgt2 ... thx to mr chong & mr ho 4 treat us mcdonals . cox we all damn tired run at east coast until de end . haiyoo congrat to puva (= . run never stop . weeee .... hakha . abt me ? oh gosh half way run back . cox i cant take it animore . it really far to run until de end then u mus run back walao !! ..... i feel dat i run 5km ? awww 0ther who run until the end i think hmm very the far la . haha anw bb .. sori for hurting u jeloz this all . am really sooo sori .... . i admit i playgirl since pri 6 . i try to play timer but i think 2 tyme ......... i juz dun wan to hurt euu . i promise not to play timer . serious & i sumpah kaes .... (= . btw i tkd pape la syq haiyoooo ... taqmo fikir bkn2 ... cann ? pliss ? haha . make me rase cam bersalah . Freakboi says: bby Freakboi says: i have never stop loving u Freakboi says: from daes to hours Freakboi says: hours to minutes Freakboi says: and minutes to second Freakboi says: i will alwaes remember the time dat we spent Freakboi says: i have never forgot the hardship that u been through Freakboi says: i hope u wil hear Freakboi says: that i will never stop loving u Freakboi says: till the end of earth Freakboi says: soo if u think for a second dat i dunt love u Freakboi says: throw that thought awae cause it is not true Freakboi says: i have alwaes been thinking bout u Freakboi says: i hope u knew Freakboi says: that i will forever love u . So swit .. wee . haha ... !!!! This for euu bby : WHEN EU TELL ME DAT U LOVE ME . I wanna call the stars Down from the sky I wanna live a day That never dies I wanna change the world Only for you All the impossible I wanna do I wanna hold you close Under the rain I wanna kiss your smile And feel the pain I know what's beautiful Looking at you In a world of lies You are the truth And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero Ill make you safe No matter where you are And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me Im shining like a candle in the dark When you tell me that you love me I wanna make you see Just what I was Show you the loneliness And what it does You walked into my life To stop my tears Everythings easy now I have you here And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero Ill make you safe No matter where you are And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me Im shining like a candle in the dark When you tell me that you love me In a world without you I would always hunger All I need is your love to make me stronger And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero Ill make you safe No matter where you are And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me Im shining like a candle in the dark When you tell me that you love me p/s : i upload some pics (= . it was paris & sydney okayy until here .... toodles
Thursday, January 22, 2009 5:50 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine !   
5:28 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine ! Hey hai ever1 . (= . Todae am really lazy to type . Congrat to yati & wati . Yati stead wit amir . & wati wit danial . congratt . & lasst long kayys . anw todae simple !! juz miss some1 dat i love the mosst . fathullah doraemon . (= . miss hym sak . i juz get to hold his hand sae pat luar gate sklh . haish naq hug duer kuss dier , tapi taq brani hahahahaha . i miss u !!! anw sori b . i noe u taq suke i tindik but i wan it !!!! . hahaha . i juz tindik 1 jerq left . LOL . bsk2 i tindik lagy hehe . RBK . b chill k . tml ur b'dae syq . taqmo naek angin . hahaha . wee ... btw bby msq me ckp naq kasi surprize . tk sabar seyh i . serious i wan to noe wat is dat thing . !!! ily many2 . so todae i goin 0it wit fatin & puva . half way puva balek left me & fatin , had fun . soo tml ade chinese new year celebrate . i nt soo sure nk pki baju merah ke tk . cox i dun hav red t - shirt cuma ade dress . haiyoooooo haha (= . ok la enjoy the photo . taqqcaires
5:28 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 5:56 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine         What I can sae is about todae . am really tired of it . ! haish . ok first wake up . noo mood to go school . serious bath this all blah blah .. den go 0ut half way not feeling well . step to balam . heard a majulah singapura . dh binggit !!!! . tros halfway balik . dh balik tengok . abq besar & bapak dh g keje . tinggal kakak & abq(amin) psl drq sakit . so cuti2 la . den kul 1.30 g polyclinic . g check up . DOCTOR REMIND DUN WEAR CONTACT LENS ..... 3-5WEEK . giv heal . !! WTF . haishhhhhhh . ok balik jln2 gan mk . g pasar malam & ntuc save . beli coklat . MY FAV !!! . beli burgur ramly . 2 for abq 2 for kakak & 3 for nisa . hahaha . den npk 1 shop dat can make 4 euuuu name . blah blah blah blah cost $7 dollar i put ' ISHA FEEWIT ' haha syq sae it a kuit name (= . den meet farouk & fathullah . goshhh bby keys & wallet lost . damn shock sia . den i ask hym to meet me cox syq no keys to go home huhuhu . den meet syq . awwww i miss hym soo much sia . i feel to hug hym for soo long but cant haha . anw lent farouk $7 . hope fathul taq mrh (= . chill k . anw enjpy the photo ok ? gtg . bsk naq sklh . k taqqcaires .
3:38 AM
love me hate me ? i still gonna shine               NICE RYTE THE CONTACT LENS ? IT REALLY FASHION . I WENT MANY SHOP TO FIND THIS CONTACT LENS ? BUT DUN HAV LEHH ? I NID HELP !! IF U GUYS NOE WHERE TO FIND A SHOP DAT GOT STAR CONTACT ? TELL K ? TAGG ...... PLISSS
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