i hav been suffer alot,
i cant even wish my beloved best-friend b'dae " dyana "
i wanted to stand infront of her, smilling at her, and hug her.
Saying, happy bithday girlfriend.
But i can't, idky.
I was very upset, i keep my promise saying that,
friendshipfairytale was vanish.
'don't forget about the past that made us so much fun'.
our friendship was vanish lyke dhat !
haish, i evil now(:
when, i hav problem ! i don't call my friend to pull you out,
i when toward you saying, i want to meet you at the back !
without bringing friend, and she say, eh kental sia bbual kt sklh.

indeed memang kental, but i wanted settle it fast.
i giv her whatever she wanna say, about my mum ? her adk ?
whatever ! i listen ok.
she say's that i think about money ?
indeed wrong, that tyme, when at night,
she call me at night, shouting lyke 'CRAZY WOMEN'
you think i care meh ? i try to say about elain book,
the money i giv her, she lie to her dad saying that she keep that money.
i noe, every mother always think that her child is correct.
but in her lyfe, she was selfish of her lyfe.
Whenever i walk with her, she will say bad thingabout other, saying this girl not pretty.
Every single word she saying, she not realise.
i noe you cant changed, bcoz you born lyke this ?
indeed, every lyfe will changed, attitude.
At canteen, while i and fathul was joke and happilly eating.
suddenly i got a call from her mother, saying, eh nisa jantan kw nk pukol wati eh.
I was freaking shock. her mother call my house.
What siti mother was saying correct.
and now you mess with wrong bytch !
I keep my silence FORAWHILE,
and i promise, i will get back what i want,
and No one can stop me from this.
I been so weak in my lyfe, and now i make thing that you hate the most.
you cant even stop me from this,
I don't care who you are,
and now, i cant take anymore,
i makesure you suffer lyke how i feel now.
ohh yea ? i changed ? i changed because of you !
i don't want person lyke you in my lyfe.
and now, heart and soul.
i make thing slowly.
and i makesure YOU ! will regret one days.




99 beautiful name of allah(:
only allah noe how i feel,
i cried everyday.
saying to fathul, i cant take anymore.
many problem come in and out of my mind.
i tired already.
haish..