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Friday, July 31, 2009 12:24 PM
Meeting with fathul cancle, Gosh am so sick of you. You still lied to me, you the reason of my teardrop. Whye must you hide so many thing behind me, if you care about your friend feeling. Go ahead, I just a piece of wood, i just never felt so much love like this. You always repeat about my past and my ex. I've am sorry when in the rest of the world with whom i've crossed and i've quarreled. Let's me down so for a thousand reasons that i know to share forever the unrest, with all the demons i possess beneath the silver moon. Maybe you were right, but fathul i was lonely, i don't want to fight, i'm tired of being sorry. fourth and ocean drive, with all the vampires and their brides, We're all bloodless and blind and longing for a life beyond the silver moon. I'm standing in the street crying out for you, no one sees me, but the silver moon. So far away - so outer space, i've trashed myself. I've lost my way, I've got to get to you the way you are. Labels: You are the sliver mood
6:05 AM
Don't speak, I cant believe This is here happening, Our situation isn't right ? Get real, who you playing with ? I never thought you would be like this, You were supposed to be there by my side When you say that you want me I just don't believe it You're always ready to give up Whenever I turn around What if I need you baby ? Would you even try to save me ? Or would you find some lame excuse To never be true What if I said I loved you ? Would you be the one to run to ? Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight I'm so sick of worrying That you're gonna quit over anything I could trip and you'd let go like that And everything that we ever were Seems to fade but not the hurt Cause you don't know the good things from the bad When I say that I want you You know that I mean it And in my hour of weakness There's still time to try What if I need you baby ? Would you even try to save me ? Or would you find some lame excuse To never be true What if I said I loved you ? Would you be the one to run to ? Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight Every time I speak you try to stop me Cause every little thing I say is wrong You say you're noticing but you never see This is who I really am, that you can't believe Makes me want to know right now If it's me you'll live without Or would you change your mind What if I need you ? But What if I need you baby ? Would you even try to save me ? Or would you find some lame excuse To never be true What if I said I loved you? Would you be the one to run to ? Or would you watch me walk away Without a Oh baby what if I need you ? what if I need you ? Yeah yeah, What If I need you? I need you, you, you so much ;D Labels: i sick of it, please understand me
5:07 AM
 Kay niari ader athletic, HAHA !! mr david, suroh nisa LARI kat staircase sampi tingkat 19, 3x taw. Non-stop, i tried my best. And my shoulder sumpah beraaaaaaaaaaaaaaat shiol; Puky ko longgar pah sia ? ko samer kwn ko pon same bdw. Prangai mcm bdk-bdk, fikir aku tk tahu pe sial ? suker message, jantan orang. And si fathul pon lagy satu ! pergi reply buatpe? otak you sot ehk ? da tahu pmpn tuu suker kat you, you blh reply lagy, smpi i nanges tkd moooooooooood taw ! Sot sia otak i, tuu la dulu tk cayer i, yg pmpn tuu slalu nk tgk gerak geri you, maner2 you pergy dier tanyer. Bi KAMU MENGAPA ? And tu pmpn suker ss Muke korang sumpah sia ! taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak perlu ahr ehk, sepaaaaaaak muke ko nak tk ? alah biler kene sikit MELALAK!, mcm ginie ? nak bbual psl aku HAHA !! ko bikin aku buat klakar seram shiol; cermin diri ko tuuu sblm naaak kutok atau sakitkn ati org, bdw punyer pmpn. Ko message dier i you i you ? tuu la suker shoik sendiri kn; Ko fikir aku jealous pe ? huhu, kalau aku jealous so what ? big fuck ehk ? Kalau orang tuu tknk ko kcao dier, tkmo nak steeeeeeeep nanges laaaaaaaaaa, arrgg bdw punyer anjing; ' skrg aku cakap sama kao, aku punyer pmpn ader care ehk, cb tol. ko giler bdw step maner punyer hawtty nak steeeep tunggu fathul kat luar room; Ni one for all ehk fathullah taaak akan jatuh cinta kat kao taw tk, so please tkmo ss kay ? Nie nisa ckp baek-baek, jgn smpi nisa jumper ko kasi ko malu. Pasl ko ehk aku gan fathul gadoh, smpi nisa sepak muke fathul duer kali. Ni smua sebab kaoo taw ! ko ingat ehk girl.
Thursday, July 30, 2009 4:05 AM
Kimakk bad luck tol ahr niari, 'TAIK BURUNG' lorsai kat rambut nisa -.-'' Hahahahs, tapi tkp. Pendek kata tuu rezeki kn. HAHA, tapi sumpah shiol baru taik ! Arrgg, cuci rambut dengan soap. HAHA, shampoo tkd laa, bau tkleh angkat shiol. Cuci kat rumah fathullah. Kaykay by that tyme kn, kat sekolah macpherson kecoh ! arrgg, tuu la korang. Jumpe azianna tk bilang aku,. Smua hal daa selaasaaaaaai kn ? kay amin. Tkmo gadoh2 ahr, prangai please laa ehk, zaman biler mao gossip2 nie smua ? bbual ferynehh shiol krg. Haha, geryek kn ? pekik-pekik ?, lao maseh tk puas, bbual face to face laa ehyk ?, judge2 nie smua tk maen ahr, prangai pleaseee la stop it. And aku maseh tk fhm, korang cakp aku PLAYGIRL ? hanisah suker ali. Sumpah sia, aku sendiri tk knl ali. HAHA ;D, then bdk balam turun, at last korang kat lain kiter kat lain.Satur punyer pemalas, at last Budk ciner yg ader -.-'' . BRANI BUAT BRANI TANGGUNG !, ;D Labels: Suker shoik sendiri k
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 5:37 AM
  I'm so pissed off this few day's. I always lazy to wake-up every morning. Headachesi, so today had a maths remedial. I hate mr justin for scolding me, suddenly he shouted at me outside sec 1 class, but nevermind i don't get angry easily. Coz, everyday i've make mr justin angry already. Enough is enough HAHA !! especially maths lessons. I've hard to study went teacher teach whole class. Idky, haha that whye sometyme i must stay back. Ohh maybe, i've skip for not attend mr justin remedial. See how naughty i'm, then went cpa my pencil box lost. HAHA i cry at mother tongue class, mr ismail scolding me for not bring malaybook. I must pays $0.40, bdw benar. Then recess, bgos ehr korang ? satu pekik saner satu pekik sinie. Abeyh mr david ho datang, pekik laa ko sampai ko puas. HAHA, but still i don't get what you mean ? ' If you want to quit athletic, go and quit school'. Anyway it my choice, not you or my friend or anyones ? it me! Understood ? Okay, i try my best to come this friday. Aww, susahkn aku shiol nie sekolh. Meletup ~, ish. Leceh, so habiz school. Duduk pat teen planet, dengan zulhairi, irfan, razak, sharizal, taufik, and satur bdk sec 4 nie? tk knl ahr, haha. Pastu kluar dgn fathul, mean going out tyme. Pergi, jalan2 ~ balek magrib. Chit chak peh, sayang fathullah many-many. NO SHARE-SHARE, Sorry girl.
Saturday, July 25, 2009 11:55 PM
   Hey, it fun yo, at 7.00pm i went out for awhile. Meet fathullah, i was freaking hungry. I swear i walk around NTUC, smell a pork. Wow, bucuknye. Haha, i walk faster to behind see a huge chocolate. I want that ! i want this ! i want those ! but, i cant buy. I don't want chocolate. I want MCDONALD, haha fathul and me decide to buy mcdonald. We buy ( 1 Mc Chicken, 1 big mac, 1 medium cup of milo, 6pieces of mc nugget, 1 lage of french fries and mcflurry. :D ) *Wink* , go home at 9.00pm Mum wanted to go orchard road and court. Okay gooo, go home at 12.30 midnight. SCARY SKALI, father buy 4mc chicken, and 2 frence fries. See how hungry i am (: ( Copydog, hate you. Don't copy my style. )
12:07 AM
See, my com da boleh'(s). Thanks mum. Tengok folder nisa, game psp, laguu smua da hancur. Internet, new version punyer. Nisa hate it -_________- ! Handphone nisa rosak ! duer-duer rosak. Satu kene masok air lagy satu biyool nak mapos tkleh open. I don't have handphone to upload my picture. Apelaa nasib nisa -____- sedh nak mapos. Kay jap lagy petang, nak kluar gan mak. Pasal com lagy. Haiyoooo, cekik darah laa. Tk dapat keluarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr dengan ena. Haiyo mak biler nak kluar nie ? kul rape nk g court ? Crfm kul 8mlm. Dah nisa (: To: Ena Mollek ; Sorry, hahahas janji lain hari keluar dengan ena. So sorry(:Nnt kiter gi jalan-jalan gy shoppinq kay ;D Sayang dier.
Friday, July 24, 2009 10:00 PM
Pain pain, ouch ouch ! hahahahas TO; spam, get a fuckinq lyfe ? Okay, today lesson was damn fun ! i swear. I love FRIDAYYYYYY. After school, take bus with fathul. Go to my house for awhile. Change clothes and moremore. Then get out of here, go to balam. Went to fathul house yea. I have a great chit-chat with fathul uncle ;DAnyway nice paint. Heeeeees, Then going to take bus saw Ayuk. Yea peace ;DThen went to bubble tea shop saw ena&ayis. Ok, going to be late. Take 135 stop at SP.Eat mcdonald. Swear fucking hungry i ate mcspicy. Yummy-yummy. After that, went to MRT station. Stop at cityhall, weeee going to catch up harry-potter.Yea lukilly we are not late. Buy popcorn, water(coke) and M&M. Heeeees..........After finish watching harry-potter. I swear the movies was not fun. It ended up sadly.How you feel after watching harry-potter. HAHA nisa maseh tk puas okay ? Fathul tell me, the story is not same as a book. ok watever ? I mad, i lookinq forward for a next movies.Which a harry-potter also. HARRY-POTTER HALF BLOOD PRINCE banyak bbual laa arrgg, faham-faham kn jelah. K, after that we went shopping weeeeeeee ;D The sky was very beatiful. T he singapore flyer was very colourful. Haha, after that we buy famous cookies and kebab ! ARRWW DELICIOUS. AWESOME, (: Hoho, I wish i want to spent night with you prettyloves. I miss that night. I love it so much. I swear i do. ;D Labels: A night to remember
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 2:45 AM
 Kring'(s) , i miss hym'(s) , hawtstuff kekek nisa lehr saper lagy laa kn. Audithekhiller, idk suddenly nisa missing in action. At last dapat call dari audi and adk die, sue lyanna. Yea, sadly miss hym and his sister, idk if his attitude like before, kekek ! genchong-genchong, masih ingat ehyk. That tyme tengok movies the wedding game gan afiqah, ksian kooooooooo audi. Jacket and beg kesyggn ko kene cheese, ish ! romactik seyh crite tuuu hahahahahas. And i missed it, takin his photo. I swear he look like girl-girl. Sometimexz at night when we feel bored, we otf together and chatting at msn. Gilerkn kite? Hehs, that tyme maseh ingat seyh maen game nie, seram skali shiol. Dalah mlm nk mapos, kk try this game out eyhk ? don't forget bukak speaker besar-besar. http://www.gamesolo.com/flash-game/maze.html Tengok nisa buat audi famous crfm dier suke gilerbabi punyer (: Anyway nisa ihklas kay. Lompat-lompat selalu
12:10 AM
 Guy'(s), listen up. Stop what you doing now. And read this passage carefully. WARNING'(s) Bilang keluarga anda, kalau ada seorang nenek tua menjual keropok atau kuih-muih, mengetok pintu rumah anda, dipengsa jangan bukak dan tegur kerana nenek itu mengendong (kak pontia***) dengannya.. Beliau akan menghasut kita memakai kak pon itu untuk membeli keropoknya. Jikalau kita tidak beli, kak pon itu akan masuk rumah kita atau kacau kita. Keropok beliau tak sedap, dan jugak bau busuk sangat-sangat. Tengok lobang pintu anda sebelum apa terjadi. Nenek itu berada di north dan sekarang di tampines. Takecare of yourself, she everywhere now, tell your parent about it.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 2:23 AM
 Heyhey, ystdy did'nt come to school. Firstly bile pagy-pagynk amek temperature kad umah, is 38.9 Bile sampai kad doctor, doctor amek body temperature 36.4 Chitot, MC 1 Hari'(s) So niari, pagy-pagy bangun nqk pi sekolah. Sumpah sia, badan panas giler. Muker masai skali~ Hahahahas, sampai sekolah amek assembly terus amek temperature (38.6) terus kene hantar gi satu class amek body temperature ~ Mula2 38.6, kay correct. Terus nisa gi bilik air jap, brape minit nisa dtg balek kat class. Check-up lagy skali ~ 37.4 balik class, kene pki masks. Brape minit lagy badan nisa panas ~ jumpe mrs laura lau. Hahahahahahas, actually nisa da blh balik tw. Tapi nisa hear wrong ? pergi tunggu mrs laura lau smpi 1.40pm gitu laa kn. Haiyoooooooo, isaayallah ahr. Kalau nisa dh sihat and strong nisa will come back to school. To korang ehyk: Pukytiang skali eyhk buli aku budak H1N1. Aku curse korang baru, korang menyesal'(s) Cb, mak bapa korang tk ajar ehyk ? kimakkk tol. Sepak muker ko yang buruk ko tuuu, nak tk ? arrgg pergi mapos lekaskn bgos ? menyusahkn hidup akuh. Hmph'(s).
Sunday, July 12, 2009 7:08 AM
 When i've little children you always care for me, You always caring for me, teach me how to be good with your parents. You always scold me, for being naughty. You always wanted me to achive goal for my sport. You noe i always slow in studies, and you understand how i feel. Now you gone, you gone forever, leave us alone here. I always cherish every moment i had with you. You always look healthy, but whye today at 1.15pm you stop breathing ? *crying* whye must you keep your ill for us ?? We always here for you. Idk, what to type anymore. I was freaking sad and sick, haish. Hope you rest in peace, Amin~
12:29 AM
 Hey this is my old photo, retarded yea? Nothing to post now, having a fever, 'TEKAK SAKIT SMCM OIT !' drink more water, mybe i eat ice to much. haiyooo, kat bawah block ade orang kahwin, haha mum and dad tengah siap2 nkqk gi orang kahwin. Aduuhh, bising shiol kat bawah block, Tempat die lawa taw ! and the bride very the pretty hahahaha. Haiyoo, headache liao. Nisa punya temperature 37.8 Taqk tipu korang ! haiyooo, best la kn bsk tkyh g sklh huahuahuahua. Lagypon bsk lesson lame shiol ! tk best hmph,bapa naqk nisa g sklh, nisa tknk g sklh jgk. Sekolah skrg leceh (!), heeeeeeees btw harry-potter half-blood prince naqk dekat ! HeesHeeesHees. .......................Nisa pade tadi, asik2 batok. Iritating sia, hahaha alahkn smlm mandi hujan ! Sorry ahr korang, smpi disini eyh? jumpa lagy di miggu hadapan(mcm fhm). Anyway, i suggest nqk buat blogskin taw, do support me aite. Nqk earn money punye pasal ! haiyooo -.-' Takincare.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 9:25 PM
     I've back, heeeees *smile* Today is sunday. Sorry if i post to early. Let's pretend today is a sunday. Yesterday it saturday, Smlm tqk jadi pergi parkway parade ~ but, kite gi singapore post mkn KFC ~ Mase tuu da kul 6.00+ ? terus naek MRT turon kat bugis. Jalan-jalan, best taw malam-malam shopping ~ Heeeeeeeeeeees, tapi mase kul 8.45+ ?Hujan lebat shiol, hahaha fathul gan nisa mandi hujan. Sejuk semcm, slipper dalah lincin. Terus naek MRT, turun kat MRT aljunied, beli mcdonald. Haiyoooo penat~ Balik dalam 10.30mlm nqk dkt 11mlm (!)
12:09 AM
 Today is a saturday. As pernormal, mum and dad off to geylang serai buy breakfast for us and buy homestuff.As for me, brother and sister was sound sleep. Hahahahas, and another of my brother was playing computer at living house. After a while fathul message morning, and fatin asking me, today i free anot heeeeeeeees pp8 was freaking low. Perhaps next tyme ok, now busy with boyfriend. Nahh, ade je yang tk kene eyh nisa, hahahahahas Later afternoon going out with him again. Went to parkway parade follow fathul buy his D&T stuff, okkk ... tyme checking, it 3.15pm, going to be late ... Awwww later i update ok ? Much love RAWR
Friday, July 10, 2009 8:04 PM
 Hey, today went to geylang with fathul. Yea, we did walk around kampung village, city plaza, tanjong katong, joo chiat and moremore. Hahahahas, decide to buy deng-deng at geylang kampung, very hot ! I got a lot of things I have to do.. All these distractions Our futures coming soon We're Being pulled a hundred different directions But whatever happens I know I've got you Your on my mind your in my heart It doesn't matter where we are It'll be alright Even if we're miles apart All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you Only you No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart.. You know its true I just wanna be with you You know how life can be It changes over night Its sunny but raining, but its alright A friend like you.. Always makes it easy I know that your kidding me every time. Through every up through every down You know I'll always be around Through everything you can count on me.. All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you Only you No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart.. You know its true I just wanna be with you I just wanna be with you... I love this lyric very much. Read and understand people. Byebyebyebyebyebye
Thursday, July 9, 2009 2:19 AM
 Hey hey, sorry for the crap. Haha i DID post second tyme, sorry i make a mistake. Forgive Fathullah, i'm really sorry. Really really sorry, i noe you cant read my post. It ok, let's pretend it nothing happend. Blame on me, to give you so much worry about me. I'm really sorry, because of me you get hurt. I'm really sorry, because of me you skip your lesson. I'm really sorry, becuase of me your handphone spoil. no matter it's is you still love me. RIGHT ? you always say's like that.. no matter how much careless i'am You really a great boyfriend i love you girl-girl. Muacks, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nqk mkn haha lame. Sayang semua
1:03 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 4:35 AM
   Today went out with fatin Wahhh, shopping eyh girl? sayang ko many-many .. Then went to bugis eat mcdonald, jalan-jalan beli barang.. Then take mrt stop at city hall .. pergi peninsula plaza.Kimakk, fatin tqak sangka eyh ko ... knl mat-mat situ .. kecoh siaaa, ingat ape fathul ckp !! hehehe i love you bbyboy .. Nahhhh, terus meet fathul balek mlm ... Winkwink, isyallah MAYBE besok aku leypk gan ko kay mia. Takecare semua
Monday, July 6, 2009 4:55 AM
 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hey babe, today went out with fathul, Yea we like retarded couple haha playing rain. I wanted to watch harry-potter at marina bay. Walaoweii ! fcukman .... i cant wait anymore next thursday (!) Woooooooooooooooo, so tmr going out with fatin. Weee going spinning shopping. Save save some money for next thursday. I swear i cant wait anymore ! it will be biggest time at there wooohooo. Nahh, tqkmo balek lambt2 nnt mak ko marah haha ! Arrww .... All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.  Labels: let's have fun people
Sunday, July 5, 2009 4:05 AM
 I back again people, today weather is raining. I do love gerimis, when i little-little kids, i love playing rain until i fall sick. And still remember dad give us playing raining, but when i and my brother go home. Mum was very angry with us... that was cute. So today, is a sunday. Everyones busy with their family, sport and shopping ... Weeeeeeeeeee, i was freaking alone today.. i miss baby so much ! I can't message him, he was so busy with his competition badminton. B, nnt satu hari nnt i challenge gan u badminton ... u crfm kalah punye .. hahahaha !! Duuhh, lame ihsan off to malaysia already tc.. I wish that i could have a better life next time. As ppl known no one can ever be perfect in this world, it just a example of our life TC ppl.
12:14 AM
 Currently chatting with 'shayaw' , Bored liao, hahahahahaahahs .. This few day's busy with boyfriend leerr, b happy 4anniversary 7month yea. Keep it fresh and go on with our love life. I miss harry potter so much. He is my hero my greatest fans, now his movies coming out soon, 16july duhhh shit ! school time, ohh man .......... Ihsan planning to watch at sumer, ouhkay then .. as long as i can watch. takincare ppl.
Friday, July 3, 2009 10:49 PM
Take my hand I'll take the lead And every turn Will be safe with me To be afraid Afraid to fall You know You catch me Through it all You can be, be a thuosand so how Can't escape the part. Coz my heart ........... Coz my heart is wherever you are It's like catching lightning The chances of finding someone Lyke you It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do And with every step together We just keep on getting better Happy anniversary 4. 7Month.
8:42 AM
I'm so pissed of this few day's. School still suck for me, i don't want to school anymore. And now, it 12.30am midnight. And i sitting alone at the hall ! Haish, i don't scared at all. Coz i don't have that feeling. I just wanted to have a new life. I want to changed to a better person. I not like my friend who always love making trouble, believe me. I'm a friendly girl, i always make wrong to the ryte. I always come to school with a fake smile, school bored for me liao !!!!~ What i want is .. i wanted to having fun. Now my friend weird about me even my bf. They say that i not like before who love joke and have some fun. Nowaday i don't want to hang out. Leave me alone ... But no matter what itis, i always me. Toodles.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 6:07 AM
Whye people change so fast, everything change, and left me behind without realise one word at all. I'm sad, friend come in and out. To tell the truth, friend sorry to say this. If you good to me i will keep you as my goodfriend, if bad i sorry i will left you behind i don't keep that kind of friend. School still suck for me, Fuck fuck fuck ...................................... "COPYCATS- lembu" hahahahahahahahas, dah heck care ahr ! malas nak blog lagy, Sumenye same ....... arrggg binggit ahr. |
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