IshaFeewit-Whiteloves

2010-06-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

www.eavesdrop-love.blogspot.com or
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2009-10-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

MIA , will be back soon with healthy and stronq *
Muahaha bye , don't forget to tags yaw ;D
Muacks ,

2009-09-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

Paaaaaaaaaaaaape la !
Binggit shiol gan niek smua, smupah sia !
Abanq dh laa buat hal ! prangai cm SUNN sia niek anjinq.
Aku boleh jadi bosan sia kalau hidop cm gini !
Slalu ade masalah sia dlm fikiran aku !
Koranq tklei ey tgk aku senang ?
Mesti ade jekt yang tk kene !
HIDOP TK BERMAKNA BAGI AKU, sesekali pon silapan aku buat !
Sape nk kisah tentanq aku lagy ! aku mapos ke sape nk tgk aku.
Yer , aku niek cuma gadis yq cacat ~
Bdw pulak tuu ! Normal technical !!!!!
Harapan langsunq tkd , Huhu .

To ena ;
Sorry if i hurt you bbygirl'(s)

2009-09-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

MATAER AKU CUTE SHIOL !

2009-09-14T04:53:00.000-07:00

Oit , nisa niari tkd mood shiol ~

Huhu , oke tadikn nisa ade english test.
I got 6/10 huhu sedihnye.
Then then kan , fathul belikn nisa teddy tawuk ~
Class nisa bboal mcm faham gitu ~
Jealous perlu di bilang , simpan dihati buat peyakit jek !

HAHAHA ! then for nisa punyer exam cookinq laa kn ~
Nisa masak colourful conflakes , weeeee ;D
Sedap tawuk , BLUEKS ! bbygirl2 nisa jek boleh rase haha.

So after tht ade cca , skip skip for 20minit .
Coz teman ena jumpe laki dier haha , relax ena !
Tkmo marah-marah , nnt kluar umban . haha loveyou bbygirl
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ,
After tht , cca friend nisa carik nisa gan fatin ~
Huhu , kene punishment nisa kene buat ape taaah ?
200 kali , smua orang tengok nisa haha geyrek pe sia ?
Then ajak si jantan niekkn yang talkative sangat2
Main boxing gan nisa coz kite tkd kerje tk bwk P.E,
Haha niek laki hrpkn ade muscles jek !
Padehal buah kecik , penakot arzurbillah !
HAHAHA ;DD ,

Dier amek jam dier , pergi ketut kd nisa punyer tangan gan kaki ~
Merah tawuk , Step nisa nak nanges jek !
Apelagik nisa tendang dier punyer kaki sampai merah sia.
Niek laa degil nak mampos , nisa da ckp kd dier byk kali dh .
Tkmo show attitude dier kad nisa , nnt nisa jady gilekn ~ Hmmmmm
jangan maen2 eh , nisa diam2 tapi nisa loud tawuk .
Tapi tk tunjuk laaa ~ nisa taw malu ;D
Kay bye , nak otf gan bby bancin niek. HAHA ;D

Sorry laa ehk , nisa punyer blog makin mepek ;DD

2009-09-13T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hello guy's ,
Sorry, i had been bussy in this few day's.
I havent do yet my maths and english homeworks,
And stand-by for tomorrow, crfm kene shouting by mr justin.
Nyeeeeeeeeeet Puii, weee hari raya another 1 weeks !
But, too bad got exam. HAHA ! And now my hair is so dry.
Mum says better do something about your hair. BLUEKS !

2009-09-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

Muhammed fathullah bin rahmat.
See his picture above, cutekn ?

He always say's 'boy toilet always look so clean'
And b, i love you oke ? You diferent.

I like it, so be mine and i be yours.

2009-09-09T22:19:00.000-07:00

I've kinda bit tired right now.
I try my best to post back everything, Because just now my computer was lacking,
Hmm, you now ? All lost -_______- ,

I try my best to post this crappyy back yaww.
Ok today i went to geylang with dad and mum onlyy at 8pm sharp,
Reach geylang already mum and dad was finding curtain.

And got this little girl was running here and there,
I find her like irritating
and yet she blocking my way to walk.
Seriously I feel like shouting at her 0.0
Soooo whatever, then continue to walk ...

Dad say's : Which curtain suit for your room ?
Me : Anything, but i want indian red 1 because my room is red colour.
Dad reply : How about dad and brother room ?
Me : Ohh haha, dad room same as mine, only brother room is dark pink -___-
Dad : Like that we buy same curtain for our each room can ?
Me : Anything * Smilling*

Mum finding curtain for living room,
and i was busyy reply fathul message.
Mum buy four cuison, and very paisey to carried that. Huhu,

After a while, We sit at kampung
geylang eat-eat first before continue walking.
Gosh, very tired ey need to buy their cuison
cover. Dush, i buy Dengdeng $37, i don't noe how much kilo is that.

Mum and dad find me a bit puzzle.
So after that, dad sit at tanjong katong for awhile.
While mum and i finding flower and blahblah.
Then suddenly i saw fatin and haiza,
i ask them to carry for my stuff first.
* Muka sardine * Then i saw hazlan too, with his family ^^

Then went home, call fathul.
Ish, Fathul and fathul family like bully me seyh.
Haha, fathul mother say's went i gonna buka with them ?
Then fathur (adk) like, saying to me
bawak hartaran smua yer haha
it make me laughing gas.
Then fathul say's Nisa nk maryana ikot sekali ~
Then boleh ramai-ramai buka bersama-sama sekali.
BLUESK ~ fathur tklei angkat paiseyh laa weii. HAHA ~
Toodles

2009-09-09T00:51:00.000-07:00

I am soooooooooooooo lazy to update blog. Yes, i noe my blog is so tk perlu. Oke wadever, my blog my say. Anything you wanna put it here, i will delete aye. Later mlm py geylang
Check my Friendster and tagged. I do some editing also, Woooooooooooooo booyah ;D

2009-09-08T04:40:00.000-07:00

Hey cyber alien,
I've am so lazy with this blog, Hmm, i think i should move to other wedsite, blog getting out of my blood. Oke bye

2009-09-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacus ! XD
Tadi ade malay oral, oke best. Tk susah tk senang, oke pape bye

2009-09-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

I am th only me i am, this earth shall ever see
That me i am always am, is no am else but me!
No other me i am can feel
th feelings I've within;
No other me i am can fit precisely in th skin.
I am the only me i am, Who qualifies as me
No me i am has been before and none will ever be.
That mean i am, i always am is no one else but me,

Iritatainq kn ? (:

Ystdy went out w fathul, first we go mcdonald, buy food for buka.
We buy, ehrm 1 Big Mac , Mac Spicy double ones , 2 cokes & 2 Frence fried.
Weeeeeeeeeeee, tk habis mkn tawuk ! kenyang then take bus. Weeeee, reach geylang
shopping uhr shopping. Then went to first ladies, check fer my new clothes. HAHA !
Saw nina, -________________________- , i don't know whye she keep seeing2 us.
Everywhere we go we saw her -_________- , haha ! Found it, then go cashier paid it.
Hahaha, then walk around finding my shoes. At last find it, Awwwwwww !
Then blahblah, Banyak orang uhr, ish !
I buy a CD 'selamat pagi cinta' Best tawuk.
I've reach home like 12.00pm+ Shiol , hahaha! And i left $60 huhu,

Oke, i need to save my school money which mean.
Everyday i got $5, 1 Week $25.00 (:
Craving please, i need another $50.00 from sister HAHAHA !
Oke, on monday i went geylang again w family.

So today i went out w wati -_____________-
Studies-studies, haha i buli her. Amek kao !
So toodles, (:

2009-09-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hey it going to 6.00pm ^^ ,
later i going out with boyfriend.
Buka kad mcdonald aljunied, teros py geylang shopping !
Mak nisa kasi nisa ' $150 ' alots kn ? haha happy laa weii !
Hahahahahahahahahaha, weeeeeee (: sukenye nisa.

2009-09-04T18:22:00.000-07:00

{ I love you , not only for what you're are but for what am i , When i am with you }

Hello semua ;D
Niari nisa punyer anniversary yang ke 9 ,
It mean i and my boyfriend da 9 month taw.
Heees , 04102009-04102009 .
' I noe he special guys ^^ '

I've mark you to be mine.
Don't turn back your act with me, you are mine only mine.
From the moment i set, my eyes on you.
I've wounded by your love. That what make me act the way i do.
It has taken a month for us it will end up by taken a years to meet each other
Hope these moments last forever. This moment is bliss itoxicates me ;D

2009-09-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

Audi : How do i look ? handsome kn ?

Oke, i've tired to post ~ , tadi nisa py tamp gan audi and kecyksiow ~
oke watever ~ penat, -___________- duhr besok tknk seklh uhr tk fun heees (!)

Father going to kasi me and abang $100 each !
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuyoh nk beli ape ehrk dengan duit itu ^^ ?

" >
Biasekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ~

2009-09-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

Currently chatting with ' putri spongebob sachiko yuriko ' ;D
Aww tenga tunggu akak balek niek ! haha chat gan putri dulu ler,
This saturday nk meet putri py geylang, but not sure about it
kay goodnight bbyloves (:

2009-09-02T03:00:00.000-07:00

Ena'Kenet thanks fer putting my picture your blog.
Just wanna say's don't stress to much ayeaye ? not good fer ur healthy,
What more exam is around th corner, put your problem behind and think of your future.
After finish exam you can do whatever you want. I want th best from you. Make sure you studies hard oke girl-girl ~ , I want you to pass your exam ;D , So Jai yoo ! ~

I've felt tht i takin this seriously, gosh CA2 mark i got 47.8 % ,
Erhm, next timexz try harder i wanna get 85% , i've am really wanna do best for my maths.
Oke until here, takincare.

Ena listen up ! you noe i knoe they don't noe. HAHAHA !

2009-09-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

Firstly i wanna say's Happy birthday to Audithekhiller.
He is a good friend of mine, and he is a trufly friends.
He always say forward. Never lies, being his friend is a best thing on my life.
Happy sweet 16. May god bless you bestie ;D

Secondly, mrs tan has left us without a word.
I've freaking sad now, and i really really miss her so much.
Idk whye she must left us, it been 3 years she teaching us in macpherson secondary school.

Thirtly, I miss fathullah so much. Haish, you noe i noe publice don't noe.
Wateva ~ oke, hahaha i miss him so much.

Lastly, Hey nisa baru balek dari sekolah. Cabot cca, oke. Balek gan fatin hantar dier smpi kd 125. Skali npk farihin ~ , haha then 154 datang ingat saper tah datang rupe-rupe siti.
Hahaha i like, laugh-laugh ler, smpi fatin nk jatoh kd road shiol. Paisey tol !
Then kiter tk kasi fatin balek, hahaha. Then npk kak jun, famous masakan dlm tv laa kn ~
Hehe, happy-happy very happy.

2009-09-01T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hello there, currently chatting with this ass.
He has teach me, about photoscape ~ and lots of downloading.
Font, oke shhhhhhh. Cume kite-kite jek tahukn, hahaha.
He soo kind, jahat-jahat sebergitu pon suke tolong orang.
Makasih yer, semoga tuhan panjangkan umor anda ' syed isa ' ,
I've want to put his picture kn sinie, urgh ! Tapi i had a hard time.
Tadi ade teacher mendaki call, mintk form dari mdm noraini and blahblah ~

Oke lovely,

I love him, i miss him, i want him.

I miss bully him, i miss shouting at him,
i miss smelling his ampit, i miss tickle him, i miss jokin with him,
i miss fighting with him, i miss his voice, i miss his smile, i miss his joy.
i miss pulling his hair, and i miss his life.

It everything about you Muhamed fathullah bin rahmat,
Sapa tawu kn apa terjadi seakannya dia tidak ada di sisiku lagy ):

2009-08-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hello, i've am kinda bored now. It 11.52 PM already, i tired of this blog.
Sometimes i cannot upload my picture.
As you can see i always keep using photobucket. And now it can upload like pernormal.
I'm tired of logging , upload , copy and paste. -____________- ,
Blogger will you please behave ? Don't give me a hard time please.

2009-08-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

Haha, oke i'm tired now. Nisa penat ' leylah ' ,
Ish ! tadikn assembly kad parade, haha dance dance.
Ish, i hate my shoe terlalu puteh siot haha . I don't like sak, ish ~

Then dancedance laa kn, hmm lepas tuu kn ade tournament.
Sec 2 - floorball, nisa pekik2 laa pukytiang tol laa tk dpt maen floorball.
Aper lagik ahr haha support topaz laa kn haha check-check lepas kn marah.

Recess. 1hours break, hebat skali ~ macam ITE life tyme gitu eh ?

Then went hall fer th concert of teacher day's ,
fathul bilang nisa, kawan lame dier dtg kecoh sia.
Haha, sampai mustaffa peluk fathul per.

Habis tuu went tampines ~
buke kad saner ;D balik dlm kul 9.00 sharp, weeeeeeeeee
takecare taw korang, pandai-pandai bawa diri yer ?

2009-08-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlink,

Niarikn, nisa bangun betul-betul punyer awal.
Tolong mak nisa kemas dapur, penat taw.
Nisa pulak cuci tingkat, haha hari raya nk dekat punyer pasal laa kn.
So, nisa just spray air and amek soap, lap lap tingkat sampai berkilat taw ~
Lps tu, mak nisa nk kemas almari. Nisa punyer dapur besar dan betul-betul panjang.
And mak nisa keluarkn semua makanan dari almari, nisa tengok da mcm nk bukak mkn jek.
Haha, lps tuu nisa maem air. Mak spray nisa punyer baju macam wildwild wet laa knn,
Hmm, serious laa betul-betul penat. Dhbiz kemas nisa py mandi laa teros on computer.
Syed isa, ajar nisa about photoscape. Sumpah sia, sumpah nk mampos.
Kene download, kene edit tuu laa, carik fonts. Nisa mcm nk pengsan sia,
abeyh akak nisa lak ajak py geylang shopping-shopping. Ehrm, thanks to Syed isa
thnks alot for teaching th photoscape. Haha, half-way ajar niek ish !
So tadikn kad geylang ade betine2 niek kad tanjong katong mcm monyet tol !
Mintk kene sempak gitu, alah bulan yang baek ape salahkn kite berbaek kepada each other,
Pale aku nie naek tol laa tgk drg. I'm tired of typing, tmr ade celebration teacher days.

Takincare, people ;

2009-08-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

I've am so sick of react stupid thing.
I don't why i should show a cold-shoulded toward chikic.
He does know anything, he felt innocent after all,
i put down all my blame toward him.
Until chikic cry, he does want to pick up my phone call.
I try to call chikic many time as i could, until he call me back.
I've was feeling so guilty and afraid.
I apologised to him and promise that i will behave
and control my attitude. I promise you, and i love you.
'For long time we been together we had started something new with our love'
' Without you in my life, i feel so unloved ; '
Now i feel so happy with you in life, you had change my life and everything
there ones who can break us away, except allah

Selamat berbuka kepada umat islam.

2009-08-28T03:46:00.000-07:00

Kay uhr today school macam, fun gitu laa.
Assembly kad hall, floorball my fav sport shiol.
Nk join tap tk tw lak cmner? haha, today lesson sungguh menarik skali~
*Py computer lap, P.E, Maths, Malay, Recees,
Science and Lastly blajar psl sexuality ~ , terus ader cca.
Hmm, pape laa kn, aslkn aku dtg malas nk lari, teacher mark attendance aku.
gurao2 gan shahirah, noelle, puva, vania, fatin and vanessa.
Tating jgk, haha. HAHA sayer tk puase lagy, haiyo slalu pykir psl green-tea.
Haha, wadeva. Prangai burok, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kenyang !

2009-08-27T04:15:00.000-07:00

Boyfrieeeeeeeeeeeend akuh kene Hunq gan budak hindustand sia,
Pykir, bf ku goyang sama dorang, HAHAHAHAHAHA!
duhh, jgn bermimpi yer?
Satu kali silap, tk mampu nk tangung shiol. Huakhuak ^^

Tadikn, kad science lesson sumpah sia, tertido.
Mdm lee, kasi warning, exam nk dkt!
lagy pon ape dier ajar kite smua importantkn, haha.
Kipas angin kuat shiol.
I can't take it anymore terus tido smpi bell-rings.
Habiz sklh, teros py changiairport. Tating jugak yer?
teacher baru cca nisa.
Maner2 nisa pergy he keep watching me.
I noe he good to me, he say's to me infront of wati,
if i come for my cca, he will buy for me chocolate.
Hahaha, oke laa, gitur kn dier ckp kd nisa, anything ler,
aslkn chocolate tkmo lepas. Haha, he lyke follow me gitu.
Say about perfum. Nisa sardine je, gy amek perfum dari paris.
Spray mr justin body and my cca teacher. HAHAHA!
And kad, changi airpot kn nisa py beli chocolate kd sane,
mahal gile babi sia. Ape blh buat, kecik-kecik nisa suke
mkn chocolate smpi skrg. I buy alot of chocolate candy.
Teros beli burgur mcdonald, mknmkn.

Yer, sayer tk puasa. Sudah batal liao/. No use kn? hahaha ~
{kening mao step mane punyer fierce}

2009-08-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

{ I draw a building, nice ? using fathul drawing blk. Kenangan ey b 0.0 }

Weii, currently chatting with nanakaysiow and ihsan.

Tadi kad skul, napk ena,nabilah&siti.
Yea, chatting laughing all th ways until school bus-stop.
They are my laughing gas oke? haha, they wait for me.
Until my bus coming, laolekteh. HAHA!

Niari tk jady, nk py geylang. Sumpah aku pokai gyler,
So ajk, fathul ddk bwk blk, buwak D&T. Lapa lapa
Haiyoo, from tmr onward. I need to fasting until th end of th Ramadan,
Kalau ader, redlight. HAHA! tk perlu, ohh ya ey smlm my face kluar kad tv shiol.
Very th malu !

To ena,

Enaa, sory haha. Fathul punyer ahdq, yg ade number *alien* ,
Sory, my mistake dear. Nnt i message you giv you th number kay?

2009-08-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

Cooooooooooooooooooooopydog! BARKBARKBARK, warning eyy warning.
Original mesti ader, tkmo copy lines/word. Bad habits taw.

Oke human?, oke, tadi nisa pegy rumah siti. Bestfriend aku yang lame skali.
Rindu laa sangat-sangat kad dier^^ , haha YAWN UHR ! haha, enjoy th photo.
*ignore my innocent faces*. ' Tk suke jangan pandang-pandang kay kawan-kawan '
Hate won't make you pretty kay friend-friend?
Tmr i going to BARTLEY SEC, woooooooooooooooooooooo, SHOIK SIA.

2009-08-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,

Today i had a maths lesson, ohh yes i get scolded by mr justin chong.
I can't to my maths properly, i can't stop thinking of food&drinks.
Until mr justin ask me a question, and i don't know what to reply.
Mr justin scold scold, i feel like my water face wanted to drop off lyke tht.
Haha, all my friend trying to help me. But for th sake eyy,
I want to studies for my own.
I won't take your answer, for giving pity of me.

After tht, school lesson finish at 1.40pm. Fathullah fetch me, we wanted to go geylang.
It like crowded like tht, wooooooooooooo!
I buy ramly burgur and mee hoon for buka.

Oke, i feel tht hari raya is so bored. It was school timexz, like duuhhh WTF?
Ehrm, haha. Babyboy (chikic) oke, for now onward i call my boyfriend chikic
pasal kuat merajuk. You guys know what? This few day,
chikic cry because i didnt pick his call,
rabak seyy chikic. HAHA!

I miss lepak, like awww. Everyones has change, no use hanging around and laugh.
Takincare lovesot.

2009-08-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

It 7.03pm now, hmm jap lagy da buker.
Heeeeeeee, camat berbuka yer, mkn puas-puas. But too bad laa kn nisa tk dpt puasa bersame gan keluarga nisa. Haish, seydh rasenye !
Oke, tadykn nisa best-best tenga tido skali fatrisha call.
Ajak py amek bubur masjib -__-
haha, nisa ckp laen kali jee lahrs, letih beb!
Hmm, then bby missed call nisa byk kali taw.
Imy seyy bby, ily, wao ai nie, ashi teru, tiamo!
Then nisa went out from bilk nisa, skali ternpk kucing hitam kat luar. HAHA!
Cute la dier, jln2 kad uma nisa. Py dapur carik mknan, haha.
Jealousnyee kucing nisa si comot tuu. Tgk jey ey, haha.
kay lahr, da buka nie. Haish, nisa nanges!! tk dpt puasa dgn keluarga niek,
Tatatititutu,

2009-08-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

{ i always smile, whenever i otf with you bie hahas }
Sorry fer th second post, i don't force you guy to read my life.
How i felt, how i suffer, this blog is my everything.
I typing and tell how i felt, this my blog, my type & my line.
No ones can me from tht, but fer how much rude i am. I always who am i, And yes i got an attitude, Fathul has known me well, my behaviour.
No ones can bear with it, we always fought. Fer stupid thing,
but i can't bear to lose hym. I always fight for our happiness,
but he don't realise at all. Sorry, i not tht kind of a girl.
Who playing tymer. And asking people relationship.
Seen th day i realise somehow idky, no one could understand me ):
But still, how much i tried no ones could noe me well. *smile*

You read, and respect it. And i don't wish to continue.

2009-08-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

{ Bie, you hot man!, always rock my love off }

Ey, look up ^^ , spot- spot see what you see ! It fathullah picture.
B, jealous taw i. Mata you kn natural colour light brown shiol,
Bulu mata, aisey bukan mean panjang seyy. Ish,

Nairi, nisa went to fathul house. Macam biaser, nisa gan fathul jek.
Fathul call dier punyer ibu, mintk izin. Blh nisa gan fathul mkn kad umah.
Ibu fathul cakap 'OK' , mase tuu hujan ader petir pulak tuu. Ehrm, so nisa and fathul went down beli maggi, cheese hot-dog smue laa.

Went i step at fathul kitchen, i can't stop nagging with th messy.
Pinggang, mangkok, baju smua. I ask hym, Py cuci plate/folk/spoon. HAHA!
Dier binggit giler gan nisa, and i ask hym to sweap th floor.
Eyy, clever ey you? Sapu-sapu pandai. Sampah sembunyi bawah tong.
I've shout, ask hym to do tht and this. HAHA!

oke, i crap to much already.

Today i went to ITE again, th ITE was so silence. Everyones was busy with their course laaa kn, ehrm and th coach kn yg teach me th floorball was pointing at me, and tell their student. ' blahblahblah ' bout floorball Haha, kem sia aku! kimekk tol lerr nie coach.

And lastly, saya

HANISAH BINTE MOHAMMED YUSOF. Ingin mengucap selamat berpuasa kepada hormat islam yang tersayang. Puasa yer? Jangan tak puasa. Dosa taw haha, I not going to fasting tmr, Nisa got period yaw? Understood?,

muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuah !

Takincare,

2009-08-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

{cutekn kat atas nie? Ader chance nisa nk joget skali la shiol}

Macpherson secondary school was having a uniform/hair/sock check-up.
I was tht brave enough, anyway after tht.
Went to canteen having some recess.
Went off to ITE macpherson,
i swear tht ITE is the learning place where we can learn.

Went i step into ITE, i feel so much freedom in his school. So much energy, and i get 2recess, which 1hours.
I can go out from tht school to buy lunch outside.
And they have so many guy's, disturbing me. And i hate it alot,
I remember my love for someone special.
And i hold his promise, no matter what.

After tht, i went to th cca ITE.
We play floorball, i was play rashly.
Until i score a goal, teehee :D .
We play 2hours, and therefor mat2 pekik, num 14 shiol.
It mean tht is my shirt name oke?
Paisey tol sia, nasib baek aku tk pegy kt krg,
sepk muke krg satu pe satu. Korang nk tk? tknk diam-diam.

Then i had lunch, th canteen sales so much food.
Expensive shiol, i just buy 2 cans of coca cola. I thirsty liao,
I sit at school learning place, there got one group of guy's was kicking a floorball toward my place. Step akuh nk kutipkn utk kao je, i just ignore!
So yati th one who pick up and throw at them.
Goodgirl XD , then one guys asking my name.
I say nisa! and he can't hear -_________- bahalol eyy kao lembu,
pekak sungguh yer kao? tk sangka akuh XD , haha then i was so angry and left ITE went outside buying chocolate.

Went i come back to ITE, got one stupid gencong boy.
Run toward me, and beg my knees asking for my number.
I was paiseyy, and laugh walk away.
I went to computer room playing webcaming and help faris for his tagged.

After tht, i feel so emo lyke {duuuh}.
Sitting at track and field stadium.
Tmr i got ITE programme again until 12.30pm, ISH !

I saw gorvinda! kimaaaaaaaaaak da grow up eyy boy.
Step jumpe aku, sktk tht your boyfriend ahr? i soo scared.
Mat-Bin-Dolmat !

2009-08-19T05:44:00.000-07:00

Ehrm, today i have so fun with someone special.
Someone special who cherish me alot, make me feel wonderful.
Make me feel real for whom i am.
All my life, I've been waiting for someone to come into my life,
Who would bring me joy and give me pleasure,
I have taken chances on romances once or twice,
And I found that in my heart it's you I treasure th most
You and only you can make me feel the way I do
You and only you can make it better
You and only you can do the freaky things you do
And I'm so into you and tht's forever and ever
Do you even realize the sorrow I have inside
Everyday of my life, do you know th way it feels?
When all you have just dies
I try and try to deny that I need you, but still you remain on my mind
You're all I know, I can't let you go
Even though I try, I can't let go of something badly
Once again we sit in silence, after all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us,
sayang look what we've become
We can make a million promises,
but we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together, when you only bring each other pain
Too far apart to bridge th distance, but something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know th difference, denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together, It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever, but it hurts too much to stay around

To fathullah x,
Ex-girlfriend, you can't have him
It's about time that you found you a new man
He's moved on, don't you know?
You gotta let him go,
Ex-girlfriend, you don't listen
Stop trying; he's not gonna give in
He's not yours anymore, don't you know?
You gotta let him go!
Hey, ex-girlfriend, it's too bad when you had him
Y'all thing didn't work
But he's all mine now, so stop pursuing him
Before you get your feelings hurt
See, our love is hot, and no it won't stop, Cause I got him on lock
And although he rejects you, it don't seem to affect you
Cause you just keep tryin' to get wit' him
So don't, keep calling
Hanging up the phone
When I answer
I know it tears you up inside
And why do you sit in silence, On the other end
Til I hang up, And you predictably call right back again.
Hey, ex-girlfriend, whatever your name is
I'm really not amused, Cause the things you do are very offensive
And sometimes straight-up rude
All those late-night calls and notes on his wedsite
Won't get you anywhere
You can call his mom as much as you want
And he won't really care
I understand, Why you want him back
But don't you know, Our love's too strong
For you to penetrate, It's too late
He's not your baby no more

Thank God I found you, I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, I'm so thankful I found you

READ AND UNDERSTAND ;D

2009-08-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlink, im'ma good mood today.
Hehs, yesterday i get my maths paper.
I got 23/32 marks ^^ , Proud oke? and I did well for my science also.
My head was spinning headache. I go home at 4pm+, i got so many project to work on in.
I become president of IPW(cafe). And today, i got maths remedial.
I am soooooooooooooo stress,
i can't cope to many thing inside my mind. Not enough memory kot ? hahas!
Kaykay, meet my old blogskin. Sooooo nice, prasan
-____________- ,

When i see Mrs laura walking past me,
she looking at me like one kind of weird.
Then asking me, am i feeling well ?
I though she want to spotcheck of my skirt. HAHA!
Then i laugh i say's no am i looking sick,
if i am sick. I ready to go home now^^
Then she laugh and say now go back to your class -_____-
Then i say's oke chers, then i say bye to laura. HAHA!!
Then i and my friend laugh laugh outside general office. Hahas!
Gooooooooooot maths remedial. My fav subject ^^ ,

On thurday and friday
i off to Macpherson ITE. Ghees, BENCI!
tmr is my off day's 8.20-12.55pm .
Muack~ takincare

2009-08-16T00:43:00.000-07:00

Urgh ! i got cca tmr, 4pm-6pm . Nk caaaaaaaaaaaaabot tapy tkley liao,
Nie laaa, ader new teacher incharge of cca, hmm tht tyme hari friday baru kene marah dgn dier kd luar claas plk tuu, enta laa i don't feel to for my cca. 'Penat laa weii' !

Urgh, nk jumper babaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay imy shiol *cry*

Meet my new blogskin, Cacat habis ~ Tk lawa, bencibenci

2009-08-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

It been a long tyme distance i nvr go out with my family.
Yea, like at last i went out with my sister, my father&mother.
Shopping all th way, at tampines giant and court.

As usually, father parking his car at court carpark.
I buy a vanilla and chocolate ice-cream. I ask my sister to share with me.
She say's she diet, hahaha. Ok then, mother father checking a electric current.
While i and my sister busy checking th perfume, HAHA!
After tht, i buy a chocolate, homestuff,and my personal thing.
Ehrm, father pay $97.95, Ghees thanks father.
Then went to mcdonald father giv me $50.00, to buy food, th balance i take. HAHA! Weeeeeeeeee, my big kor-kor get salary today, he giv my mum $500 , I want $100 from you mum. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (!) ;D ,

Boyfriend say's i am to pampered. I always wanted to had this and tht, like always.
I get money easily, like i only child. Actually i had 4 sibling.
My big brother and my sister is working.Only i and my brother schooling ;D ,
Yea my life is just like happy-go-lucky ;D I smile everyday, i think so ? haha

2009-08-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

Quuuuuuuuuuuuuizzzzz from babygirl waniciner,

1. What's ur name ?
♥ Hanisah.

2. Still schooling ?
♥ Yup-yup, macpherson secondary school.

3. What colour do you like the most ?
♥ Peach, black and lightpink.

4. Do you have a boyfie/girlfie ? [if yes , skip question 5]
♥ Yea, ;D

5. Would you want tuhh have a boyf/ghurlf ? & Why ? [ if yes , skip ques 6 ]
♥ NEXT !

6. What's ur boyf/ghurlf best features ?
♥ Ehrm, wild.

7. Do you have a person you like or admire now ?
♥ Nononono, ;D

8. What present do you want for ur birthday ?
♥ Moneyy and a beautiful diaries.

9. What would you be when you grow up ?
♥ Housewife, ;D

10. Do u like to study ?
♥ Of coz, study fer my future.

11. Do you love ur friends ?
♥ Sometyme, depend on their attitude.

12. List 3 goodfriends n why u label them as your goodfriends ?

♥ Siti nadhirah-bestfriend forever, she always giv me wht i wnt.
♥ Faris irfan-kaki geyrek, I love to bully hym,
he always make me laugh when i cme to school.
♥ fatinkecohstar-girlfriend, when i lonely, she will always be there fer me.

13. Do u believe in KARMA ?
♥ HAHA! ehrm, ithinkso?

14. Love is blind ? YES or NO ? & Why ?
♥ Yes, true love is blind. In fact everythin is blind.

15. If your ex boyf/ghurlf ask for a patch up , but you like somebody else ,Would you acept it ? why ?
♥ Haha! hello imma attached okay. NO WAY!

16. list down 5 people tuhh do the quiz .

♥ HAHA! eyy if you want to do this quiz just do okay ;D

2009-08-14T04:12:00.000-07:00

I've am so Haaaaaaaaaappy,

after all i share all my feeling to ms tan.
Sorry hazimah, i misunderstand with you. Let's be friend,
i don't love making enemy with you, i noe you're a sweet girl ;D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i OK now. *smile&laugh*

After counselling, i went to P.E mr mohammed ask me to wear slipper becoz of my leg injured. HAHA ! actually kn i lazy laa to write about what i have doing th whole day's.

Let's keep it short, i can't stop laughing, enamollek scolding fathul paitao. HAHA! cute laa krg gadoh. Pekik-pekik kad bubbletea shop, jengtik korg nk tk?

Kay after tht, went to ihsan housee, ish! Jealousnye aku, uma ihsan. Home Tv can connect internet shiol. Besar sia screen maot pahh? HAHA! kekek lehr, fathul and san maen game soccer pekik-pekik mcm orang gile gitur.

I done XD

2009-08-13T04:56:00.000-07:00

Urgh ! Besoooooooooook nisa kener jumpe counsellor ms tan, nisa kene counsellor gan bdk sec3 nie. Baek punya haha !, first period shiol geyrek laa weii.. Ayeaye, ;D

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaacus !

2009-08-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

Nisa nk kene pki cermin mate, hahas lyke suddenly gitu eh?
Nisa cant see from far, nisa swear nisa potek giler.
But, nisa tknk pki cermin mate. Tating gitur eh,

Ihsan say; kek sudh ngmong tentang hari raya bulan puasa belum lgi tiba.

Haha, puase beb ! kene puasa. I want to be goooooooooooooooooooooooodgirl to everyones.
I don't to make mistake in my lyfe. I want to change for betta ! 2010 is coming closer,
I don't want live this world without meaning. Went i die, i don't want suffer in neraka.. A heaven is where i wanna live with my family with a beautiful castle, whoose noe you were th next person which can't cmeback in this world anymore..

Make choice and decide.
Stop dreaming aye,? It for your own good.

2009-08-12T00:13:00.000-07:00

Hey, i can't update my photo. Nehmind i use photobucket yaw?
I had so much thing to say's to you guys. I want to unprivate my blog soon, people keep scolding me for pivate my blog. Haha suggest it correct, i think i should not private my blog. But i lazy to post my blog this day's. Don't bother to read it ! full of crap ;D

I hate people stare at me, awww ! asl ko tengok-tengok sia. HAHA !
Next, I loveeeeeeeee studies. Next, i wanna burst my laugh. Next, Fatin and wati fight. Next, i love my girlfriend and boyfriend. Next, i make myself nerd like other school tyme, make yourself like a school girl. You can't do anything, you must follow the rules. So shall i be your school girl? 'CRAP'

I cut my frigde, omg omg am i gone too far ! my frigde is 'FREAKING' Short. I hate me i hate me i hate me. I wanna stay messy in school not outside,.

I can't eat fastfood. I must takecare of my skin, hari raya gonna be next 2week. Rebonding, colour hair, shoe, baju kurung, ampao HAHA lastly enjoy th bazaar.

Hmm, kay wateva laa kn. Hmm, seen full of crap. Haiyooooooooo, i don't want to get sick. I tired! See you on next post kay ? alalala,

want to read more ahr? okok, i miss herr mrs chua. When are you gonna come back?
Mr justinnnnnnnnnn, whye you love to shout at me? Haha, you noe what ? Geyrek taw.
You shout at me, i feel wanna laugh like that. Haiya step fierce jek. Haha !

Next, i still hate you. Stop staring at me can't you? You suck man ! What th heck care, kao pikir aku tkot sama kao. Bila-bila lai ahr sia ! Prangai childish sia, gossip-gossip, pergi balik primary school mcm ginie. Tating ahr siak, tengk muke. Maner-maner aku pergi npk kao. Sampai mate aku sakit shiol!

Lastly, promise kay? I love P.E, dancing yok ! shakeshakeshake. Haha,

Sorry hor, if my spelling mistake.

2009-08-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

OMG ;D , mr justin rock my sock for punish me to run around th parade 3x.
Booooooooooo ! tmr got cca, -.-''

2009-08-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Forgiv me fathullah for my mistake, iloveyou ):

2009-08-09T21:56:00.000-07:00

Went to marine parade, east coast park, city halll, suntec city and durian planet haha !
Watching firework, Wooooooooooooooooooo isha and fathul goes childish on tht day's '090809' ;D 2.00pm+ go home until, 11.00pm+ (:

07-09-2009 Friday

2009-08-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hey, kinda busy this few day's.
New picture upload at tagged, cant upload here. Idky?
I'm rushing a time nw sister need to use com. Anyway relax, haha

Yesterday meet azianna with her friend, dengan shaz and mia skali ~
Laughlaughlaugh ~, Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
After tht, went out, lpk with ayuk,fathul and ihsan.
Then at 7.30pm went out again, went geylang with fathul.
Hari raya puasa is on 22 august, around this week. I think so?
Ermm, go home a t 10.00pm+, i had a legs cramp muscle ~
I can't walk properly, it hard for me to walk down to staircase.

So today my school was celebration National day's.
Hm, now is a 3.15pm. I need to bath, haaaaaaaaaaaaaha
Crap skali ~

05-09-2009 Wednesday

2009-08-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

Whiteloves;

Hohoooooooooooooooooooo, hahaaaaaaaaaaaa, muahahaaaaaaaaaaaa, heheeeeeeeeee.
Can i laugh ;D , soon or later my blog will get bored right ?! No picture ....
Duhh ! Ok school was like half of beyond. 8.20am-12.55pm, cool ! Ok lousy lame blog.
Haha, blahbah i did well in english,TH and maths. Teacher proud of me taw, idky suddenly i love english&maths. They make my life more challenging toward my future. No study no future laa, mr justin chong love to say tht word.
Haha, after doing all th test execpt for science -.-' , mrs wee laa. MARK '0' for my science, some of th stupid reason.

Then after that bell-ring rushing to canteen. Freaking hungry, Npk ena and siti laaa. Wooooo *hug* sama kao. Terus jumpe Darling nisaaa haha piscesca laa, dengan shakiddo, noraini and asmira. Bbual-bbual terus jumper ihsan,wanyol and haslim kat 1st floor, terus terdengar ader orang pekik2 rupe2 ayuk luhh, bbual kat luar library, terus jumpe fathul. Korangg smua ader D&T eh, goodluck for your 'N' and 'O' level. Okay gooo terus, ade cca

Almk, kaki cramp skali joy.
HAHa btw puva i love your girlguide chocolate teramat sedaaap skali.
Then, kene lari whole school 3x, aduuhh sakit taw ears nisa you shoutshout you think i pekak ahr ? tawu laa nak lari tapi sabar blh tk? blm ready nie. Haaas ~
Then mr david suroh, lari kat balam mcm biaser lerr, lari kat staircase tapi this tyme tingkt satu smpi 19, 4kali ~ non stop i swear kay tol tk tipu punyer.
Blahblah mkn bubble-tea shop gan mia, fatin and sec3-girl.

Kay sudh habis crite nak angkt kaki pi tido ~

Toodles,

04-09-2009 Tuesday

2009-08-04T04:53:00.001-07:00

School tyme;

Hmm.. school was fun, assembly at parade square.
Fathurraman, i support you kay. All th best ;D
Then CPA lesson, omg ! I lost all my files. I must redo it back,
I got another 2 more day's to complete it. After tht mother tongue lesson ~
Weeeeeeeee, i go wild. HAHA !, then recess i don't go for recess. Stay at class, with martin and farish. Aiye i ask my friend to buy for me food. Then play soccer with farish at the class ;D lps tuu, terus english i got IPW project. Went to blue room, then bell-rings. Went back to class, maths study study study. And lastly science, rings at 1.40pm got maths remedial until 2.30pm, i was bored of breedom. Went to bubble tea shop buy a drink with friend then come back to class, haha nisa goes childish with farish. Then he wnt to play baseball with me at class, kay lai ! We use metal think to hit, then nisa using bottle, nisa buang kene kepala farish. Trs farish ckp sakiit shiol nisa, Haha sorry kate baseball pe ? Haha, then dier buat nisa marah, nisa slalu suker letk air-bottle(green tea) kat bwh desk nisa, farish muke sardine jeee amek air nisa. Eeeeee, tknk share air dgn kao lagy ler, haha. Then remedial. Maths ~ , Haiyooo. Stress skali ~

Aite, then lpk gan ladoii, Mia and fathul.
Terus fathul gan nisa gi SP mkn. Slalu nisa npk satur pakcik nisa mintk sederka.
Nisa slaluuuu kasi pakicik tuu $2. Haha i don't care about money i care abot kindness. And I love to help people until i donate $10+ Heeeeees Terus Balik kul 7.00pm,
Sakiiiiiiiiiiit kepala sangat-sangat seyh.

Attitude;
I think tht i gone to far, with my attitude. Yea i'm NEW-GIRL, with a new attitude.
My lyfe going to be worse, i not a hanisah who can play joke easily. I watch i listen.
But i don't stare, Yea, i got an bad attitude. And i hate to show it, i always keep silence burst in wisper. I get an easily hot-temper this few day's. I don't want to continue to be like this ): , i want to be a cheerful girl like last tyme. Hehe, kaykay
Hello I'm hanisah binte mohamed yusof. I'm 14 years old now. If i get a chance can i be your laughter ?

Anyway Happy 4th Anniversary, babyboy. 8 month shiol, Haha
Let's be simple and light up; Ti amo ~

Waitwaitwait, ader quiz from jeponsiaow;
Yea, ader quiz Weeeeeeeeeeee. Nk buat nie nak buat, ;D

1. Are you single or attached?
Attached;

2. Do you have a person you like?
................. ;

3. What is the name of the person that you're inlove with?
Mohammed fathullah bin rahmat;

4. If the person you love and you mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
Mummmmmmmmmmmmmy don't go *swim*;

5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
Yea, best taw haha;

6. Do you love your parents?
Of coz lerr apala luu;

7. Will you hug the one you love?
Yea, hahaha hey what about you uh, ?;

8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Hmmmmmmmmmm, yes or not ? you choose for me can haha;

9. Are you jealous now?
Hahaha, now ? No no no no;

10. Who is the last person that messaged you?
Hahaha, doraemon;

11. Who is your clique?
Anything;

12. Do you want babies in future?
Hahahas, babies ke babi ? Tgk la keadaan mcam maner;

13. Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?
Hahaha, all bluek (!);

14. Do you sniff glue?
Depend la HAHA jkjk! of coz not laa;

15. Do you smoke?
Haha, entaaaaaaaaaaaa ?;

16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
Haha, kick tht ugly ass;

17. What CCA are you in now?
Atheletic, alamk besok ader cca ler, =.=' ;

18. If you're rich now, what'll you do?
Donate, Hehe ;

19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?
Haha, nth. Maybe laugh and shout at him Haha (nisa memang);

20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?
Paiseyh uh apelagy, angkat kaki jaln;

21. What is your favourite cartoon characters?
Many-many too much too type;

22. Friendship or love?
Haha, friendship laa, terus love ;

23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
Cookies monster, watch i will steal your food haha;

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
Computer;

25. Do you like loliipop.
No, teeth sakit nanti. Cannot-cannot;

26. Do you have diary.
Yea, asl ? nak bacer ? haha;

27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?
Move.. movee on kay stranger;

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
Haha, muack kiss and goodbye;

29. Are you blur?
Yea, sometyme;

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
White,... no laa light brown super duper light;

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
Piscesca Weee bbygirl aku taw;

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Yea, until he cry;

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
Cry all i do;

34. What school are you in?
Macpherosn secondary school;

35. Tag 10 besties/friend to do this quiz:
1. Erny;
2. Ikastarsiow;
3. Kak Liza;
4. Riyyna;
5. Hanisah Senior;
6. Batrisya;
7. Waniciner;
8. Irna Rockstar;
9. Ririsuri;
10. Akak Vampire;

Almk ader homeworkkkkkk, mapos aku mapos aku; Toodles night

04-09-2009 Tuesday

2009-08-04T04:53:00.000-07:00

03-09-2009 Monday

2009-08-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

Actuallykn, akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu malas nk carik psl gan kao ahr, HAHA !
Ko ckp aku bdw ? kao tw tk ape meaning bodoh ?
Meyh aku explainkn kao ehk ? Bodoh tuu, otak kiter lembab(slow sangat-sangat). Susah nak catch-up.
Orang berbual, kiter tk faham. HAHA !! lepas tuu kn, kiter tk akan pergi sekolah taw.
Kiter duduk rumah, atau kerje sapu sampah kat bawah block.

Dan lagy satu ehk, nie between KAO,AKU AND FATHULLAH.
Aku tkd tyme nak gadoh kat blog, ' Kalau tk puas, bbual face to face kay '.
Aku tknk orang luar masok campur dalm perkara nie, kay goleeek ? (:

2009-08-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

To guest;

Aku tknk ltk namer kao ehk, tapi ingat ehk nie utk kao.
Fathul, yang bilang aku. Kao yang mula dulu ~
Ish, tapi kao sendiri bilng dier. Yang kao suker die mahh ?
Skrg, aku bilg kao. Saper salah saper skrg nie,
Asl kwn kao mesti stare aku tengok aku lain macm ?, ehk cmoon la,
Aku malas uh nk gadoh gan kao, prangi aku bkn mcm bdk-bdk sia~
Fikir metakkk uhh, ade otak fikir. Asik-asik message boyfriend orang ~
Kalau kao ader boyfriend ? Kao suke pmpn laen, msg boyfriend kao ~
Think twice uh,

2009-08-02T04:48:00.000-07:00

Yestarday went out with mum, buying a new handphone;
Shopping spring ~, eh smlm ader bunga api shiol.
Haha, kay at night eat nasi ayam ~ , i share with mum.
Coz i eat alots, cant feed anymore. Huhu, i miss fathullah bin rahmat ~
I miss you sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang, i tired of being sorry.
Let's put our past behind, forgive each other.
Every life making a mistake, pyeeeewt. *smile*

Today, wake-up in th morning bath ~
Clean spring, *smile* listen to music.
Talk to fathul otf, messaging adk ain.
Haha, i cooooooooook a special meatlover;
Fathul taste it, heee say's nice only the middle uncooked.
HAHA ! okay go, ayuk came to 120 find his brother ayis.
Nahh, we were laugh. Chatting and planning.
Ayuk, shouting from far, STEP KITER2 TK DENGAR EH. Haaaas

On national day's, i and fathul decide wake-up early in th morning.
Go out, eat long john silver ~ Then, went to shopping at marine parde sit at ecp for awhile.
Then go to town, eat kebab watching movies. Then meeting friends, yea tengk bunga api bersama.
And blahblah decide to go home before 12midnight, I want to spend wholedays with you. (:

2009-07-31T12:24:00.000-07:00

Meeting with fathul cancle, Gosh am so sick of you. You still lied to me, you the reason of my teardrop.
Whye must you hide so many thing behind me, if you care about your friend feeling. Go ahead, I just a piece of wood, i just never felt so much love like this. You always repeat about my past and my ex.

I've am sorry when in the rest of the world with whom i've crossed and i've quarreled.
Let's me down so for a thousand reasons that i know to share forever the unrest,
with all the demons i possess beneath the silver moon.

Maybe you were right, but fathul i was lonely, i don't want to fight, i'm tired of being sorry.
fourth and ocean drive, with all the vampires and their brides,
We're all bloodless and blind and longing for a life beyond the silver moon.
I'm standing in the street crying out for you, no one sees me, but the silver moon.

So far away - so outer space, i've trashed myself.
I've lost my way, I've got to get to you the way you are.

2009-07-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

Don't speak, I cant believe
This is here happening,
Our situation isn't right ?
Get real, who you playing with ?
I never thought you would be like this,
You were supposed to be there by my side
When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
You're always ready to give up
Whenever I turn around
What if I need you baby ?
Would you even try to save me ?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if I said I loved you ?
Would you be the one to run to ?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight
I'm so sick of worrying
That you're gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you'd let go like that
And everything that we ever were
Seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad
When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try
What if I need you baby ?
Would you even try to save me ?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if I said I loved you ?
Would you be the one to run to ?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight
Every time I speak you try to stop me
Cause every little thing I say is wrong
You say you're noticing but you never see
This is who I really am, that you can't believe
Makes me want to know right now
If it's me you'll live without
Or would you change your mind
What if I need you ?
But What if I need you baby ?
Would you even try to save me ?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to ?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a
Oh baby what if I need you ? what if I need you ?
Yeah yeah, What If I need you?
I need you, you, you so much ;D

2009-07-31T05:07:00.000-07:00

Kay niari ader athletic, HAHA !! mr david, suroh nisa LARI kat staircase sampi tingkat 19, 3x taw.
Non-stop, i tried my best. And my shoulder sumpah beraaaaaaaaaaaaaaat shiol;

Puky ko longgar pah sia ? ko samer kwn ko pon same bdw. Prangai mcm bdk-bdk, fikir aku tk tahu pe sial ? suker message, jantan orang. And si fathul pon lagy satu ! pergi reply buatpe? otak you sot ehk ? da tahu pmpn tuu suker kat you, you blh reply lagy, smpi i nanges tkd moooooooooood taw ! Sot sia otak i, tuu la dulu tk cayer i, yg pmpn tuu slalu nk tgk gerak geri you, maner2 you pergy dier tanyer. Bi KAMU MENGAPA ? And tu pmpn suker ss
Muke korang sumpah sia ! taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak perlu ahr ehk, sepaaaaaaak muke ko nak tk ? alah
biler kene sikit MELALAK!, mcm ginie ? nak bbual psl aku HAHA !! ko bikin aku buat klakar seram shiol; cermin diri ko tuuu sblm naaak kutok atau sakitkn ati org, bdw punyer pmpn. Ko message dier i you i you ? tuu la suker shoik sendiri kn; Ko fikir aku jealous pe ? huhu, kalau aku jealous so what ? big fuck ehk ? Kalau orang tuu tknk ko kcao dier, tkmo nak steeeeeeeep nanges laaaaaaaaaa, arrgg bdw punyer anjing; ' skrg aku cakap sama kao, aku punyer pmpn ader care ehk, cb tol. ko giler bdw step maner punyer hawtty nak steeeep tunggu fathul kat luar room; Ni one for all ehk fathullah taaak akan jatuh cinta kat kao taw tk, so please tkmo ss kay ? Nie nisa ckp baek-baek, jgn smpi nisa jumper ko kasi ko malu. Pasl ko ehk aku gan fathul gadoh, smpi nisa sepak muke fathul duer kali. Ni smua sebab kaoo taw ! ko ingat ehk girl.

2009-07-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

Kimakk bad luck tol ahr niari, 'TAIK BURUNG' lorsai kat rambut nisa -.-''
Hahahahs, tapi tkp. Pendek kata tuu rezeki kn. HAHA, tapi sumpah shiol baru taik !
Arrgg, cuci rambut dengan soap. HAHA, shampoo tkd laa, bau tkleh angkat shiol.
Cuci kat rumah fathullah.

Kaykay by that tyme kn, kat sekolah macpherson kecoh ! arrgg, tuu la korang.
Jumpe azianna tk bilang aku,.
Smua hal daa selaasaaaaaai kn ? kay amin.
Tkmo gadoh2 ahr, prangai please laa ehk, zaman biler mao gossip2 nie smua ? bbual ferynehh shiol krg.
Haha, geryek kn ? pekik-pekik ?, lao maseh tk puas, bbual face to face laa ehyk ?, judge2 nie smua tk maen ahr, prangai pleaseee la stop it.
And aku maseh tk fhm, korang cakp aku PLAYGIRL ? hanisah suker ali. Sumpah sia, aku sendiri tk knl ali.
HAHA ;D, then bdk balam turun, at last korang kat lain kiter kat lain.Satur punyer pemalas, at last Budk ciner yg ader -.-'' .
BRANI BUAT BRANI TANGGUNG !, ;D

2009-07-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

I'm so pissed off this few day's. I always lazy to wake-up every morning.
Headachesi, so today had a maths remedial. I hate mr justin for scolding me, suddenly he shouted at me outside sec 1 class, but nevermind i don't get angry easily. Coz, everyday i've make mr justin angry already. Enough is enough HAHA !! especially maths lessons. I've hard to study went teacher teach whole class.
Idky, haha that whye sometyme i must stay back. Ohh maybe, i've skip for not attend mr justin remedial. See how naughty i'm, then went cpa my pencil box lost. HAHA i cry at mother tongue class, mr ismail scolding me for not bring malaybook. I must pays $0.40, bdw benar. Then recess, bgos ehr korang ? satu pekik saner satu pekik sinie. Abeyh mr david ho datang, pekik laa ko sampai ko puas. HAHA, but still i don't get what you mean ? ' If you want to quit athletic, go and quit school'. Anyway it my choice, not you or my friend or anyones ? it me! Understood ? Okay, i try my best to come this friday. Aww, susahkn aku shiol nie sekolh. Meletup ~, ish. Leceh, so habiz school. Duduk pat teen planet, dengan zulhairi, irfan, razak, sharizal, taufik, and satur bdk sec 4 nie? tk knl ahr, haha. Pastu kluar dgn fathul, mean going out tyme. Pergi, jalan2 ~ balek magrib. Chit chak peh, sayang fathullah many-many. NO SHARE-SHARE, Sorry girl.

2009-07-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hey, it fun yo, at 7.00pm i went out for awhile.
Meet fathullah, i was freaking hungry. I swear i walk around NTUC,
smell a pork. Wow, bucuknye. Haha, i walk faster to behind see a huge chocolate.
I want that ! i want this ! i want those ! but, i cant buy. I don't want chocolate.
I want MCDONALD, haha fathul and me decide to buy mcdonald. We buy
( 1 Mc Chicken, 1 big mac, 1 medium cup of milo, 6pieces of mc nugget, 1 lage of french fries and mcflurry. :D ) *Wink* ,
go home at 9.00pm
Mum wanted to go orchard road and court. Okay gooo, go home at 12.30 midnight. SCARY SKALI, father buy 4mc chicken, and 2 frence fries. See how hungry i am (:

( Copydog, hate you. Don't copy my style. )

2009-07-25T00:07:00.000-07:00

See, my com da boleh'(s).
Thanks mum.
Tengok folder nisa, game psp, laguu smua da hancur.
Internet, new version punyer. Nisa hate it -_________- !
Handphone nisa rosak ! duer-duer rosak.
Satu kene masok air lagy satu biyool nak mapos tkleh open.
I don't have handphone to upload my picture. Apelaa nasib nisa -____- sedh nak mapos.
Kay jap lagy petang, nak kluar gan mak. Pasal com lagy.
Haiyoooo, cekik darah laa.
Tk dapat keluarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr dengan ena.
Haiyo mak biler nak kluar nie ?
kul rape nk g court ? Crfm kul 8mlm. Dah nisa (:
To: Ena Mollek ; Sorry, hahahas janji lain hari keluar dengan ena. So sorry(:Nnt kiter gi jalan-jalan gy shoppinq kay ;D Sayang dier.

2009-07-24T22:00:00.001-07:00

Pain pain, ouch ouch ! hahahahas TO; spam, get a fuckinq lyfe ? Okay, today lesson was damn fun ! i swear. I love FRIDAYYYYYY.
After school, take bus with fathul. Go to my house for awhile.
Change clothes and moremore. Then get out of here, go to balam.
Went to fathul house yea. I have a great chit-chat with fathul uncle ;DAnyway nice paint. Heeeeees, Then going to take bus saw Ayuk. Yea peace ;DThen went to bubble tea shop saw ena&ayis. Ok, going to be late. Take 135 stop at SP.Eat mcdonald. Swear fucking hungry i ate mcspicy. Yummy-yummy. After that, went to MRT station. Stop at cityhall, weeee going to catch up harry-potter.Yea lukilly we are not late. Buy popcorn, water(coke) and M&M. Heeeees..........After finish watching harry-potter. I swear the movies was not fun. It ended up sadly.How you feel after watching harry-potter. HAHA nisa maseh tk puas okay ?
Fathul tell me, the story is not same as a book. ok watever ? I mad, i lookinq forward for a next movies.Which a harry-potter also. HARRY-POTTER HALF BLOOD PRINCE banyak bbual laa arrgg, faham-faham kn jelah.
K, after that we went shopping weeeeeeee ;D
The sky was very beatiful. T
he singapore flyer was very colourful. Haha, after that we buy famous cookies and kebab !
ARRWW DELICIOUS. AWESOME, (:
Hoho, I wish i want to spent night with you prettyloves.
I miss that night. I love it so much. I swear i do. ;D

2009-07-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

Kring'(s) , i miss hym'(s) , hawtstuff kekek nisa lehr saper lagy laa kn.
Audithekhiller, idk suddenly nisa missing in action. At last dapat call dari audi and adk die, sue lyanna. Yea, sadly miss hym and his sister, idk if his attitude like before, kekek ! genchong-genchong, masih ingat ehyk.
That tyme tengok movies the wedding game gan afiqah, ksian kooooooooo audi.
Jacket and beg kesyggn ko kene cheese, ish ! romactik seyh crite tuuu hahahahahas.
And i missed it, takin his photo. I swear he look like girl-girl. Sometimexz at night when we feel bored, we otf together and chatting at msn. Gilerkn kite? Hehs,
that tyme maseh ingat seyh maen game nie, seram skali shiol. Dalah mlm nk mapos, kk try this game out eyhk ? don't forget bukak speaker besar-besar.
http://www.gamesolo.com/flash-game/maze.html
Tengok nisa buat audi famous crfm dier suke gilerbabi punyer (: Anyway nisa ihklas kay. Lompat-lompat selalu

2009-07-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

Guy'(s), listen up. Stop what you doing now.
And read this passage carefully.

WARNING'(s)

Bilang keluarga anda, kalau ada seorang nenek tua menjual keropok atau kuih-muih,
mengetok pintu rumah anda, dipengsa jangan bukak dan tegur kerana nenek itu mengendong (kak pontia***) dengannya.. Beliau akan menghasut kita memakai kak pon itu untuk membeli keropoknya. Jikalau kita tidak beli, kak pon itu akan masuk rumah kita atau kacau kita. Keropok beliau tak sedap, dan jugak bau busuk sangat-sangat. Tengok lobang pintu anda sebelum apa terjadi. Nenek itu berada di north dan sekarang di tampines. Takecare of yourself, she everywhere now, tell your parent about it.

2009-07-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

Heyhey, ystdy did'nt come to school.
Firstly bile pagy-pagynk amek temperature kad umah, is 38.9
Bile sampai kad doctor, doctor amek body temperature 36.4
Chitot, MC 1 Hari'(s)

So niari, pagy-pagy bangun nqk pi sekolah.
Sumpah sia, badan panas giler. Muker masai skali~
Hahahahas, sampai sekolah amek assembly terus amek temperature (38.6)
terus kene hantar gi satu class amek body temperature ~
Mula2 38.6, kay correct. Terus nisa gi bilik air jap, brape minit nisa dtg balek kat class.
Check-up lagy skali ~ 37.4 balik class, kene pki masks.
Brape minit lagy badan nisa panas ~ jumpe mrs laura lau.
Hahahahahahas, actually nisa da blh balik tw.
Tapi nisa hear wrong ? pergi tunggu mrs laura lau smpi 1.40pm gitu laa kn.
Haiyoooooooo, isaayallah ahr. Kalau nisa dh sihat and strong nisa will come back to school.

To korang ehyk: Pukytiang skali eyhk buli aku budak H1N1. Aku curse korang baru, korang menyesal'(s) Cb, mak bapa korang tk ajar ehyk ? kimakkk tol. Sepak muker ko yang buruk ko tuuu, nak tk ? arrgg pergi mapos lekaskn bgos ? menyusahkn hidup akuh.
Hmph'(s).

2009-07-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

When i've little children you always care for me,
You always caring for me, teach me how to be good with your parents.
You always scold me, for being naughty.
You always wanted me to achive goal for my sport.
You noe i always slow in studies, and you understand how i feel.
Now you gone, you gone forever, leave us alone here.
I always cherish every moment i had with you. You always look healthy, but whye today at 1.15pm you stop breathing ? *crying* whye must you keep your ill for us ?? We always here for you.
Idk, what to type anymore. I was freaking sad and sick, haish.
Hope you rest in peace,
Amin~

2009-07-12T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hey this is my old photo, retarded yea? Nothing to post now, having a fever, 'TEKAK SAKIT SMCM OIT !' drink more water, mybe i eat ice to much. haiyooo, kat bawah block ade orang kahwin, haha mum and dad tengah siap2 nkqk gi orang kahwin. Aduuhh, bising shiol kat bawah block, Tempat die lawa taw ! and the bride very the pretty hahahaha. Haiyoo, headache liao. Nisa punya temperature 37.8 Taqk tipu korang ! haiyooo, best la kn bsk tkyh g sklh huahuahuahua. Lagypon bsk lesson lame shiol ! tk best hmph,bapa naqk nisa g sklh, nisa tknk g sklh jgk. Sekolah skrg leceh (!), heeeeeeees btw harry-potter half-blood prince naqk dekat ! HeesHeeesHees.
.......................Nisa pade tadi, asik2 batok. Iritating sia, hahaha alahkn smlm mandi hujan ! Sorry ahr korang, smpi disini eyh? jumpa lagy di miggu hadapan(mcm fhm). Anyway, i suggest nqk buat blogskin taw, do support me aite. Nqk earn money punye pasal ! haiyooo -.-'
Takincare.

2009-07-11T21:25:00.001-07:00

I've back, heeeees *smile*
Today is sunday. Sorry if i post to early.
Let's pretend today is a sunday. Yesterday it saturday,
Smlm tqk jadi pergi parkway parade ~ but, kite gi singapore post mkn KFC ~
Mase tuu da kul 6.00+ ? terus naek MRT turon kat bugis.
Jalan-jalan, best taw malam-malam shopping ~ Heeeeeeeeeeees, tapi mase kul 8.45+ ?Hujan lebat shiol, hahaha fathul gan nisa mandi hujan. Sejuk semcm, slipper dalah lincin. Terus naek MRT, turun kat MRT aljunied, beli mcdonald. Haiyoooo penat~ Balik dalam 10.30mlm nqk dkt 11mlm (!)

2009-07-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

Today is a saturday.

As pernormal, mum and dad off to geylang serai buy breakfast for us and buy homestuff.
As for me, brother and sister was sound sleep. Hahahahas, and another of my brother was playing computer at living house. After a while fathul message morning, and fatin asking me, today i free anot heeeeeeeees pp8 was freaking low. Perhaps next tyme ok, now busy with boyfriend. Nahh, ade je yang tk kene eyh nisa, hahahahahas
Later afternoon going out with him again. Went to parkway parade follow fathul buy his D&T stuff, okkk ... tyme checking, it 3.15pm, going to be late ... Awwww later i update ok ? Much love

RAWR

2009-07-10T20:04:00.000-07:00

Hey, today went to geylang with fathul.
Yea, we did walk around kampung village, city plaza, tanjong katong, joo chiat and moremore. Hahahahas, decide to buy deng-deng at geylang kampung, very hot !

I got a lot of things
I have to do..
All these distractions
Our futures coming soon
We're Being pulled a hundred different directions
But whatever happens I know I've got you

Your on my mind your in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
It'll be alright
Even if we're miles apart

All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you

You know how life can be
It changes over night
Its sunny but raining, but its alright
A friend like you..
Always makes it easy
I know that your kidding me every time.

Through every up through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through everything you can count on me..

All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you

I just wanna be with you...

I love this lyric very much.
Read and understand people.

Byebyebyebyebyebye

2009-07-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

Hey hey, sorry for the crap.
Haha i DID post second tyme, sorry i make a mistake. Forgive
Fathullah, i'm really sorry. Really really sorry, i noe you cant read my post.
It ok, let's pretend it nothing happend. Blame on me, to give you so much worry about me.
I'm really sorry, because of me you get hurt.
I'm really sorry, because of me you skip your lesson.
I'm really sorry, becuase of me your handphone spoil.
no matter it's is you still love me. RIGHT ?
you always say's like that.. no matter how much careless i'am
You really a great boyfriend i love you girl-girl.
Muacks, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nqk mkn haha lame.
Sayang semua

2009-07-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

Maths semakin lame makin susah shiol -.-''
Mia, i cant really understand with you.
Atleast tell me if something bother you, i try my best to help you.
To ayuksuperstar : i still keep your promise, don't worry . i keep my mouth zipp.

BINGGIT SKALI ~

2009-07-07T04:35:00.000-07:00

Today went out with fatin
Wahhh, shopping eyh girl? sayang ko many-many ..
Then went to bugis eat mcdonald, jalan-jalan beli barang..
Then take mrt stop at city hall ..
pergi peninsula plaza.Kimakk, fatin tqak sangka eyh ko ... knl mat-mat situ .. kecoh siaaa,
ingat ape fathul ckp !! hehehe i love you bbyboy ..
Nahhhh, terus meet fathul balek mlm ...
Winkwink, isyallah MAYBE besok aku leypk gan ko kay mia.
Takecare semua

2009-07-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hey babe, today went out with fathul,
Yea we like retarded couple haha playing rain.
I wanted to watch harry-potter at marina bay.
Walaoweii ! fcukman .... i cant wait anymore next thursday (!)
Woooooooooooooooo, so tmr going out with fatin.
Weee going spinning shopping. Save save some money for next thursday.
I swear i cant wait anymore ! it will be biggest time at there wooohooo.
Nahh, tqkmo balek lambt2 nnt mak ko marah haha ! Arrww ....

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

2009-07-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

I back again people, today weather is raining.
I do love gerimis, when i little-little kids, i love playing rain until i fall sick.
And still remember dad give us playing raining, but when i and my brother go home.
Mum was very angry with us... that was cute.

So today, is a sunday.
Everyones busy with their family, sport and shopping ...
Weeeeeeeeeee, i was freaking alone today.. i miss baby so much !
I can't message him, he was so busy with his competition badminton.
B, nnt satu hari nnt i challenge gan u badminton ... u crfm kalah punye .. hahahaha !!
Duuhh, lame ihsan off to malaysia already tc..
I wish that i could have a better life next time.
As ppl known no one can ever be perfect in this world, it just a example of our life
TC ppl.

2009-07-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

Currently chatting with 'shayaw' ,
Bored liao, hahahahahaahahs ..
This few day's busy with boyfriend leerr, b happy 4anniversary 7month yea.
Keep it fresh and go on with our love life.
I miss harry potter so much. He is my hero my greatest fans, now his movies coming out soon, 16july duhhh shit ! school time, ohh man ..........
Ihsan planning to watch at sumer, ouhkay then .. as long as i can watch.
takincare ppl.

2009-07-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Anniversary

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me

To be afraid
Afraid to fall
You know You catch me
Through it all

You can be, be a thuosand so how
Can't escape the part.
Coz my heart ...........
Coz my heart is wherever you are

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Lyke you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

Happy anniversary 4.
7Month.

2009-07-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so pissed of this few day's.
School still suck for me, i don't want to school anymore.
And now, it 12.30am midnight. And i sitting alone at the hall !
Haish, i don't scared at all. Coz i don't have that feeling.
I just wanted to have a new life. I want to changed to a better person.
I not like my friend who always love making trouble, believe me.
I'm a friendly girl, i always make wrong to the ryte.
I always come to school with a fake smile, school bored for me liao !!!!~
What i want is .. i wanted to having fun.
Now my friend weird about me even my bf. They say that i not like before who love joke and have some fun. Nowaday i don't want to hang out. Leave me alone ...
But no matter what itis, i always me.
Toodles.

2009-07-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Whye people change so fast,
everything change, and left me behind without realise one word at all.
I'm sad, friend come in and out.
To tell the truth, friend sorry to say this. If you good to me i will keep you as my goodfriend, if bad i sorry i will left you behind i don't keep that kind of friend.
School still suck for me, Fuck fuck fuck ......................................
"COPYCATS- lembu" hahahahahahahahas, dah heck care ahr ! malas nak blog lagy,
Sumenye same ....... arrggg binggit ahr.

2009-06-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

Malam korang, sekarang dah pukol 8.10pm, heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD
Nisa tenga buat hmwk english ! sumpah perlajaran budak technical geyrek punya...
Pagi-pagi nak bangun gi sekolah macam malas siot, haiyooooo !
Gi sekolah, jumpe fathul kat luar gate.
Lesson niari best ahr, hahahahas balik kul 12.55 XD
Teros lpk kat sekolh balik kul 7.30pm !
Lepak gan fatin all the ways, hahahahahas lpk kat 125 buat hal sendiri.
kite pergi, mcdonald mkn, gi uma siti amek chewing gum ... teros g library psl sakit perut lerrr,
Nisa challenge fatin suroh minum air coca smpi habiz, hahahaha die menang laa !
Bangge laa tuu :D
K da, malas nak update .................................................
To : Azianna,
I ok laa bby :D
Imy ......... Muamuamua.

Takin care, Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
GOLEKKKKK smpi mapos .............

2009-06-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

On Sunday went out with fathullah family.
With his pakcik, ayin, fian, fathur, and fathul.
Firstly nisa kene busted dengan fathul, fathul message ade masalah turun kat ecp(east coast park) Check-check bile da smpi basikal hilang da jumpe. Lame eyh you ! hahahahahas, smpi ecp pp8 KOSONG ! pukytiang. -.-
Kakak kasi $20 untuk blanja ape-ape. Tapi nie nisa pergi top-up handphone. Mahal pulak tuu kat 7-eleven. Rugii beesarr shiol !!
Then, pakcik ajak kite pergi ... changi eyh ? lupe-lupe.
Pergi, hantar barang ke ape ke ? , hahahahahas terus gi mkn.
Fuuyohh, hahahahas nisa mkn nasi ayam goreng taw. Sedapp !!
Fathur kecoh sak hahahahas kat kedai mknan. Joker !
Hahahahahas, " nak buat lawak tak kelarka" . (:
Then pakcik fathul send me home, heeeeeeee :D
Mak fathul was freaking open minded. Yeaaa, fathul very lucky have a lovely mother.
Nahhhhhhhhhhhh, balek bising nak mapos. hahahahahas.

So today,
School reopen, suck yaw.
teacher didnt not catch me about my hair. Meow ~
Only, mr justin ! he rooxxx my sock RAWR.
Temperature of today,
Morning : 37.0
After recess at 11.30 : 37.3

Second post :
Nisa Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakit Hati )':

Haish, i can't do anything. Since he was your ex.
Feeling low, no mood. You still care about him.
There no need for hide anything about your sweetness past wit him.
I don't want to Noe about you guys, i just want to Noe what is "LOVE"
No one would not understand how i feel now. Sick, Tired ...
I not a goooooooooooooooooooooodgirl.
Unperfect, messy, ugly, tomboy and many more.
Fuck up ! arrggg ....... ):<

takin care.

2009-06-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

Sweeties your approval isn't needed at all. Coz, you just a big jealous of me. What you talking is trying to feel good about yourself. But, the real is you just a big jealous. Hahahahahahas, i noe you don't have a personality at all. So ? whye bother about mine personality. You always kpo about what people wearing. You always say something that hurt people. Eyh 'prangai dog siaa girl'.

You just afraid people would look down on you. That whye, what you talking it just want to feel great fucker. Please, i don't entertain girl lyke you bytch ! You trying to be me, but actually you cant. No matter how much you try, you will never me. Coz, imma original ladeya. Don't jugde and don't label. I noe you love gossip about me. People you might heard bad about me, playgirl and more. But please, they just making a story, kite cuma admire orang tuu kan ? that not mean playgirl pahh ? that whye laaa, everywhere you goo. You will heard about me. whatever isit ... hater stop your nonsense start a reality, I tired of this.

DONE(:

Meow let's start, Ok today, all i do is like usual. Sleeping,Eating,Playing computer. Afternoon talk to fathul, meow .. fathul mother ajak pergi parkway parade dengan fathur, hahahahas teman mak die main game bubble. Cute laa kann mak die ? hahahahahas, tapi sayang nisa tak ikot liao. Hahahahahas, penat ! uzorr laaa. Arrgg !! sorry makcik. Abeyh fathul pakse-pakse nisa. Piss off ~ besok feel cam nak kluar, apit message. Nak beli mask lagy -.-' hahahahahas, ok korang nisa mintak maaf laa. Yang nisa type kat atas sekali. Nisa binggit ahr sangat-sangat gan pompuan tak sedar diri, prangai dog sia ! Ok gooooooooooooooooooooo ~

2009-06-26T21:16:00.001-07:00

picture edit by fathullah :D

Ok, another one day's school reopen. Lazy to dye hair black back, hahahahahas but if kena sunlight mapos ! hahahahahas, but not obvious laa. BOLEH GITU EYH ? hahahahahas.
Arrgg, fuck fuck fuck .. idk where i put all my school book. Some at home some at yahti house some at school locker. hahahahahas, reopen school ! studies studies ....
Haiyoooo, currently chatting with athirah, piscesca, cliford and forgot ! *wink*
until here, tired liao nakkk mandi. #gfghhsaJ%gjd
toodles.

2009-06-25T18:14:00.000-07:00

Meow, today went to kovan with afiq and fathul.
Fathul nak potong rambut, jadi gooooodboy la kn :D
Hahahahahas, cute laaa tu
So, kul 3.10 kluar rumah.
Audi, sue, affeqah ! imy guys :D Terkejot meow ~ received call kat bus-stop.
Ingat sape call, hahahahahas cute laa korang.
Teros pergi kovan, fathul mintak ibu die duit untuk potong rambut.
Meow shock shiol, ingat die jumpe sapeeeee tah ?
Rupenye ibu die, hahahahahas cute la mak you :D
terus pergi mall, potong rambut kat tingkat 4.
Sambil tunggu, nisa tinggal fathul sorang-sorang kat kedai.
Sorry laa b, i bored ahr ddk kt kedai gunting lamer2.
Hahahahahahas, kluar gan apit pergi jalan-jalan jap.
Dtg balik, daaaaaaaaaaaa kene tunggu lagy hahahahahas.
Terus ikot fathul pergi mane-mane, balekkkk kene kul 6.30.
Fathul kene mengaji. Terlalu goooooodboy laa you.
Until here, nisssaaa uzor ! arrgg ....................
K daaaaaaaaaaaa, nak tengok TV bored meow.
hahahahas, irritatingkan ? MEOW ~

2009-06-24T20:26:00.001-07:00

Hello earth, today is so mendak.
Fathul went johor with family, and i staying at home.
All i do is playing computer, eating maggi 2timex already.
Afiq message ajak lepak, fathul tkd malas laa.
So, thanks to irna. Thanks to her many-many because of her, i get chatting with you guys again at MSN. Weeepeeeee ! i love you hunny.
Hehehehehes, chatting with shameer and ihsan.
Bored liao, very bored. DAMN BORED. <3

Takecare, and have a nice day's today :D

2009-06-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

LAZY TO UPDATE

2009-06-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hello reader, sorry no photo update.

On father day's.
I, sister, mother and father went to jalan-jalan.
We eat KFC and traveling around Singapore.

So today.

I, fathul, apit and mia went out.
Firstly, morning on the phone with fathul for awhile.
Hahahahahahas, funny ahr you bie.
Then go shower, message them ask apit and fathul to fetch me at macpherson cc.
Hehehehehes, so buy top-up card at circuit road.
Then message mia, we going to take bus ;D
Reach bedok we sat at macdonald wait for mia.
So we eat something at mcdonald.
Fathul buy for me mcChicken and large coke
Drink we share-share eh ;D
Then everyones arrived already take 60
Stop at eunos take mrt to bugis.
Heh, finally reach at bugis.
We stand ok ? not sit hahahahahahas.
So after that, went somewhere find masks.
After that went to peningsula shopping weeeeeeee.

Teman baby belikan bermudas and skinny.
Irritating eyh you hahahahas, keluar masok keluar masok.
So i buy shirt for me and fathul cost $30.
Hahahahahahas ;D
k, teros pergi banquet makan-makan.
And gossip about each other.

After that went to big building fuuyoohhh !!
Make retarded action hahahahas.

Then reach to bedok lepak kt bawah uma mia.
K goooooooooooooooo.
So went home at 9.12.

Takecare .

2009-06-21T00:30:00.000-07:00

Survery survery,
Tagged by jeponsiaow;

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
cheek;

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Weak hahahahahas;

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
Fathullah;

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
nopenope;

5. Would you ever donate blood?
idk hahahahahas;

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yea, until now;

7. Do you want someone dead?
Nope;

8. What does your last message says?
" hahaha welcum isha " ;

9. What are you thinking right now?
I want money from mother $50 !!!! ;

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Fathullah;

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
12+;

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
pink and white ? erm, forgot liao;

13. Is someone on your mind?
Yes;

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
zufiqah fanatic;

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1) Tashajade
2) Batrisya
3) kak liza
4) ikastarsiow
5) syasha

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
she single; i think so ? hahahahahahas

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female

Thanks jeponsiaow ;D

2009-06-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

Ihsan & wani.
Wani sorry, i scared korang break.
Mase nisa pergi profile wani, nisa carik mane laa gambar wani and ihsan
yang wani letak kd profyle wani yq dulu.
So i tag kd your cbox, 'you and san' ?
I though korang break i was lyke scared.
Tknk korang break !!!
korang tkmo gadoh-gadoh laa ):
Nisa tak suke tengok korang gadoh.
Korang sweet taw hahahahahahas, bile korang gadoh korang cute uhh :D
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D
janji janji kay.

2009-06-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

Nisa delete post yang lame.
Yang sudah tu sudah laaa, malas mau repeat again and again.
Kay, niari anniversary's abang gan azianna last long korang
Abang pulak takmo message pmpn lain sudah.
Stop sak it nie smua tak perlu, Last long korang...
To, pompuan tak sedar diri sorry ahr girl.
Aku memang tk suke carik pasal dengan ko.
Girl think twice ehyk, PRANGAI LAST WARNING (!)
K gooooooooooooooooooooo ?

2009-06-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday's Isha Feewit's
You turn 14 already, be goood wani say.
hahahahahas, i turn 14 already's :D
Thanks azianna, fathullah, wani, ihsan, siti and many more.
I love your gave, it adorable :D

To shasya :
Kak, you so sweet :D
putting my picture, in your blog.
Hahahahahahas, i love you kak :D

ohh, nope i not proud of it, I just love it.
People, thanks for the wish.

I've love you fathullah, always and always. *wink*
Muacks ;D

2009-06-13T02:21:00.000-07:00

Nahhhhhh, hello earth.
I very lazy to celebrate my birthday tomorrow.
Sorry handphone sotdot, cant reply message.
Try to reply but fail.
Yesterday big brother just go home from army.
He buys for us KFC.
Yummy yummy, morning receive message and missed call.
Fathul off to melaka already hope he have nice day's

aduhh, ade orang datang kkk bye.
See you in second post darl :D

2009-06-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

On saturday, fathul went melaka.
Hasih it mean tomorrow he went off.
Takecare ehyk bie i sayang you rabak-rabak taw muamuamua.

Okay, today fatin wasimah birthday.
Sorry no present, Heehee crfm kat rumah makan pizza.
Yummy, perut tengah lapar nie -.-"

To: ririsuri
Thanks b, for invite me.
Awwww, your picture smua lawalawa & hawthawt.

And to illya
It nice to chatting with you.
And lastly i will never stop saying is ...
YOU ARE FREAKING CUTE LIKE ENA:D

Ok done my post, nie nisa nak mkn and watch HSM3
Lepas tuu kul 9 ade crite cine kat channel 8.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, tak sabar laa.
Hehehehehe and i love you fathullah.
And fathullah milik nisa, betul sumpah.
Kalau korang tk caya ? ish buat sway to :D

2009-06-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

(I love this picture i mean i love my face)

edit sikit sikit aja.

Sorry second post please crap. Nisa, nak g haunted house >:(
Haish, i don't feel to celebrate my real birthday.
I don't need anything for you guys. Tapi kalau korang nak kasi nisa present.
Nisa take it hoho, 'AFIQ' bile mau tindik (?)
Tengah tunggu ko punya laa lama ding deng dong betul.
Hahahahahahas,

So nisa nak type something.

Guys i really sorry, if this few week.
Nisa punya prangai cm pukymak terhadap korang.
Nisa betul-betul mintak maaf.
I just realise, and i think twice.
I think that i have gone so far.
I not old nisa anymore.
Who love make crap, joke, crazy, retarded, & nice girl.
I not 'NISABELLO' anymore.
Who people use to call me that fucking name.
I new girl who born in this world, IshaFeewit.
I wanted happiness, loves and care.
This 3 are important to me.
I noe what is bad and good.
I always wanted to be good.
But hater always wanted my lyfe upup&downdown.
I noe i not pretty, not cute and more.
People always wanted to say good thing about me,
But behind them, i don't noe what crap.
I have human body legs & arm.
I can stand-up with my own feet. Without you guys supporting me.
I try to make something new in my life.

And i always taught to fight, taught to win. I never thought i could fail.

Takecare people *wink*

2009-06-11T21:08:00.000-07:00

I'm active to tagged hehehehehe.
Add me laa aku pon nak buat berkawan dengan korang(:
Boleh tak ? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Crap (!) hohohohohohohohohoho

2009-06-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

I did a little edit here i noe it not nice and it look like pale.
Nothing about me, no link, no tagboard :D
If you guys want to link me just link it.

End of the story.

Anyway today i really had fun with loved ones
Awww thanks baby for the cake and the necklase.
I really shock, like everybody was there to celebrate my 'early birthday girl'
Hahahahahs, thanks to yati she the first person that throw the cake at my face.

First, she ask taufik that she want only a little bit cake.
Inside my mind i say, whye yati eat little bit cake. Iszit she diet or what (?)
Then i look at her, she walk behind me and and i was shock that she throw a cake at my face.

My face was badly ugly hahahahahs thanks alot kecyk (!)
And i was very naughty cant take anymore i throw the cake at mia, taufik, yati & siti hahahahahs then fathul ask me to stop (!)
ok whatever, hahahahhas when to wash up under the block my short and shirt was wet.
My face was oily with the cake.
Thanks people for the present.

And to my brother(amin)

You the best brother i noe that you can change yourself.
If just that you can't control yourself when you angry.
Don't mix with wrong person.
I had receive your letter at my bed.
I was very touched after reading it.
Hahahahahas, crite sedih sak -.-'

anything just beep nisa kay, my pp8 low already.
Enjoy your holiday poeple.

2009-06-09T21:06:00.001-07:00

BUSY(:

Takecare and have a nice day's

2009-06-07T22:44:00.001-07:00

I just dye my hair,
And it look terrible
Hhahahas lamelame,
Today, morning until afternoon playing computer
All i do is, went in and out from kitchens
Finding food, very hungry laa.
Then at night went out, to giant shopping store.
Near tampines.
Hahahas, firstly i went to courts, buy ice cream vanilla and chocolate.
The icecream was delicious yummy yummy, k then cross the road went to ikea, see 'cabinet penicher'
Then cross a road again, went to giant
Idk, what i buying, until $82.95 -.-
Hahahahas, tkp skali skale kann :D , after dhat went to geylang buy mutton chop.
My fav, wahhh nisa mad.
Then, abang message ask me to tell mum , that abang nak KFC ape-ape set meal.
Then i say, nak kfc ? present dulu. Hahahahas, so he say okokok. Crfm, psl makanan die anythinkan =.='
Bully abang hahahahas, tkp belikan abang mcdonald.
Mataer abang message, yea .. muamuamua sayang,
K, reach home at 11+
Haiyooo, idk what to update again.
Arrgg, enjoy your holidays.
Don't fall sick andand miss me?
cmoon miss me okay.
Hhahahas,
i active to tagged, inative to friendster(:

Teehee,
much love and respect.

2009-06-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

Hello reader,

It would be so much nice if something made sense for a change.
"alice in woderland" (:
Hhahahas, idk what to type ?!
I just a simple girl and lead a simple lyfe with her boyfriend.
June holiday, is a crazier day's .

Takecare,
much love and respect(:

7 more day's

2009-06-05T08:01:00.001-07:00

Duuuhhhh, lazy to update blog -.-

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my girl
Boy, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

Yeah ....
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know, you've made yourself cold
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control, how could you let go
Don't you know I'm not attached to material.

8 day's more

2009-06-04T06:26:00.000-07:00

Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby.

Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby.
Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby.

Happy 4 anniversary baby. Happy 4 anniversary baby.

2009-06-03T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hello reader,
lame ! hahahas, yea it lame for typinq ' hello reader '
What next ? hello alien, ufo ? hahahas,
lets start,

hello aliens,
ohh yea, sorry for fckinq post, yea nisa notty ehyk ?
hahahas, anyway today is wani & ihsan anniversary(:
Happy anniversary korang, last long baybies.
So, today went out celebrate ihsan & wani anniversary,
alah senang sangat, nisa gan fathul pon celebrate together,
since esok our anniversary we celebrate couple days.
Coz, bsk nisa and fathul bz, sebok dengan report book & D&T.
Adoii, hahahas. So today we celebrate couple days, we went to somerset watchinq movies at there, we watch Night At The Museum 2.
Guys, serious the movies was damn funny !! hahahas, cant take anymore until when to dhe toilet. Muahahaha, thanks mum for giving me $50 dollar.
Serious, i cant always depend on my mum for money.
Everyday, i ask my mum for money, haiyoo, throw that habit away please.
Yea, but today, i didnt spend so much money only lyke $15.
Thanks bby for treat me ticket and mcdonals(:
sayang awak many-many.
After dhat, yati call, she want to meet me.
ok gooo, meet at paya lebar, her friend very kecoh sakk =.=
wati, i forgiv you from long tyme already(:
it juz, duhh nehmind, takecare girlfriend.
hahahahahahas,
andand, suddenly i miss wani so much,
haish, hope can spend tyme with them again.

ohh yea, nisa b'dae another 11 days.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

with loves,
isha feewit(:

2009-06-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

I'm missing the person i love dhe most,
i lied to you many tyme,
i make you dissapointed & angry,
i know its my mistake.
i apologised,
i know its hard to forgive & forget,
but please ...............
i'm lost without you,
i'm wrong, actually you did care,
but i didn't know.
it been 5mths, our anniversary is tml,
i dun wan dhis to happend, fighting.
understand me.
Thnks for everything,
i'm really2 sorry.
imissyousomuch FATHULLAH !